IHEFE

Is Happiness Equal For Everyone? – Chapter 24

Chapter 24 – Jealousy – Aoi’s Perspective


When she told me she wanted to see me, I reluctantly agreed to stay over and went to pick her up.

The destructive power of her “I want to see you” was overwhelming.

My own longing overflowed within me.

“I’ll come pick you up.”

The words slipped out of my mouth, my emotions running ahead of me as I grabbed the car keys. Even during the drive to pick her up, I was filled with excitement and joy, eager to see her as soon as possible. It was the first time I had ever harbored such emotions for a woman.


When I arrived at her apartment, feeling so incredibly happy, my emotions shifted suddenly, I suddenly felt like my heart had been clenched, making it hard to breathe.

With my smartphone in hand, I sighed, only to realize that the person in front of me was not the woman I had come to see but her ex!

“What are you doing here?” I managed to say, suppressing the urge to shout.

He responded with an annoying smile, “Good evening… What brings you here?”

“Do you have something to do with Mikoto?”

“I was thinking of inviting her for dinner.”

He is not Iwabuchi’s boyfriend anymore!  Iwabuchi is mine!

Without thinking, we locked eyes, and that’s when Iwabuchi came out of the apartment building. When she saw her ex-boyfriend, her face contorted in disgust.

To my surprise, her ex-boyfriend had the audacity to propose to Iwabuchi. And when I heard that she hadn’t been with any other men since breaking up with him, I couldn’t help but wonder if she still had lingering feelings for him.

But she quickly dispelled that thought with a single statement.

“I want to marry… Aoi-san.”

My heart was seized with emotion. I would make her happy. I would propose to her in a way that would make her happy when she remembered it.

I pushed her into the car and hurried to my own house. While in the car, I declared that I would properly propose to her, but she turned away and gazed out of the window.

However, her reflection on the car’s glass had a happily contented smile.

I wanted to take a photo. But if I used the flash, it probably wouldn’t work. I’d have to take a sneaky shot; otherwise, she wouldn’t make that face. Besides, I couldn’t stare at her because I was driving.

“What would you like to eat, Iwabuchi?”

She slowly turned to look at me.

“Have you already eaten?”

“I haven’t… Is it going to be a hassle to cook now?”

“Don’t worry about it.”

“How about eating out? I’ll treat you.”

“No, no, I’ll treat you… Iwabuchi.”

“What?”

“You can rely on me, you know.”

She looking at me silently

“I want to pamper you. You’re always working so hard, so you should relax when you’re with me.”

She turned away again.

The reflection of her in the glass looked like she was about to cry.

“Iwabuchi?”

“Don’t you want to lean on me, Aoi?”

Huh? What should I say to get this right?

“…I want to rely on you. So, can i hold you tonight?”

“N-No.”

“But I don’t rely on anyone else like this.”

Iwabuchi, blushing all the way to her ears, poked my arm and said, “Just once.”

“Huh?”

“Ah, because I might not be able to move tomorrow…”

Oh no, I might start bleeding from my nose. She’s too cute.

“You’re teasing me too much.”

“I-I’m not teasing you!”

“Anyway, let’s go eat something with stamina!”

“W-Why?”

“Just because.”

” Straightforward! Do you know the word ‘obfuscation’?”

“How about going for barbecue?”

“I’d love barbecue, but…”

“I know a great place, so leave it to me!”

I drove to the barbecue restaurant with excitement.

Iwabuchi seemed restless all the way and incredibly adorable.

Ah, I want to marry her.

I found myself thinking that for the first time in my life as I sneakily stole glances at her face.


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Is Happiness Equal For Everyone? – Chapter 23

Chapter 23 – I want to see you


After finishing work, I called Aoi.

“Hello?”

“Yeah, what’s up? Oh, no, it’s okay to call even if there’s nothing.”

“Yeah. Um, you know… this necklace… was it really a good thing for me to receive it?”

Aoi fell silent at my words

“Um, can you hear me?”

“Yeah, I can hear you… Why? Was the design just too childish?”

“No, it’s not that… Isn’t this necklace important to you, Aoi?”

“…There’s nothing more important than you.”

Aoi’s sudden sweet words made my face flush instantly.

“Ahhhh, I think it’s impossible~ I can’t meet anyone right now.”

“What’s wrong?”

“Because Aoi said something like that… my face is all flushed.”

“…Send a picture.”

“No way~ Absolutely not.”

“Oh, come on! I bet you look super cute~”

“I-I didn’t!”

“Liar!”

I could hear Aoi’s deep sigh.

“You want to see me, right?”

“…Yeah.”

I found myself thinking the same thing.

“Shall we meet?”

“I can’t, sorry.”

“Too bad.”

“Yeah, it’s a shame.”

“…What do you want to eat this weekend?”

“Food cooked by you, Aoi.”

“You’re saying you want to see me, aren’t you?”

Oh, yes, I want to see you. Just hearing your voice makes me feel better, but it’s also makes me lonely because I want to see you. It’s like my chest is full, and I feel like my stomach is full.

“I want to see you,” I blurted out without thinking.

“Where are you? I’ll come pick you up.”

“I have work again tomorrow.”

“Just come from my place. Bring your change of clothes and makeup and anything else you need.”

“…I guess I’m being selfish.”

“You idiot, that’s not being selfish, it’s just cute.”

“Thank you for saying that, it makes me happy.”

“Idiot! I’m not satisfied! I want to see you!”

“I’ll go home right away and get ready.”

“I’ll come to pick you up.”

“Isn’t it troublesome?”

“I want to see you as soon as possible.”

My heart flutters.


I hurry to go home and prepare for the sleepover. I don’t have time to transfer cosmetics and skincare products into small bottles. I might as well wear the new pajamas I bought. As for underwear, the see-through ones are no longer an option. I need to wear something not too worn out…

“Sh-should I… or shouldn’t I?”

If you don’t understand, should I gather some courage? It’s not good to be seen as expecting too much, so just a little… let’s make it a little special.

Just then, my phone rang. I was so startled that I almost jumped.

When I looked at my phone, it was from Daiki. Annoying.

But what if it’s work?

Ugh…

I reluctantly answered the phone.

“What is it?”

“If you’re free now, how about grabbing a meal?”

“No thanks.”

I hung up the phone.

Changing my mood, I grabbed my things and left the room.


Why did it have to turn out like this?

When I left the apartment, for some reason, Aoi and Daiki were glaring at each other.

Can I just go back to my own room for a moment? There’s no way to avoid this troublesome situation, right?

“What are you guys doing?”

They both looked at me when I unintentionally spoke up.

Daiki was the first to speak.

“Mikoto, I have something to talk about. Can you spare some time for me?”

I don’t have anything to talk about, except for work.

Before I could say anything, Aoi spoke up.

“Mikoto’s time is reserved for me from now on. You can see her at work, can’t you?”

“It’s a matter that can’t be discussed at work.”

“I’d appreciate it if you didn’t turn our time into something that not important.”

Aoi’s polite language is intimidating. The two of them glaring at each other.

“Since this time is precious, I’ll speak my mind. Mikoto.”

Daiki looked at me and said, ” Mikoto, I heard you haven’t had a boyfriend since you broke up with me, and honestly, it made me happy! Mikoto, let’s get married!”

Oh, can someone please call the police?

The reason I haven’t had a boyfriend since breaking up with Daiki is that the guys who approached me were into women who could cook, and I was still hung up on Daiki.

“Even when I went to France, I couldn’t forget about you, Mikoto! I’m serious. I want you to marry me!”

Looking at him, Aoi appeared surprised and frozen.

“Uh… it’s impossible.”

“Why?”

“Because I don’t love you.”

“But…”

“It’s not ‘but.’ My feelings for you were gone when you asked me to come to France with you.”

“Why?”

“…I can only say that I lost interest all at once. Besides, the person I love now is… Aoi.”

I grabbed the hem of Aoi’s T-shirt.

“I don’t know when, but I’m going to marry Aoi, so it’s impossible with Daiki. I want to marry… Aoi.”

Oh, this is embarrassing.

What kind of embarrassing play is this?

Declaring that I want to get married in front of the person I love.

It’s too much.

I wonder what Aoi’s expression is like? I want to see, but I can’t, it’s too embarrassing. I’m probably blushing all the way up to my ears right now.

“Since Mikoto says that, I’ll take responsibility and make her happy.”

Aoi’s voice sounded somehow gentle and embarrassing.

Seeing me all flustered, who was holding the hem of his T-shirt, Aoi Aoi took my hand and led me to the car, opening the door for me like a gentleman squeezed my hand tightly, making my heart skip a beat once again.

He said as he took the driver’s seat, “Wait for me, I’ll propose properly.”

“I’ll wait patiently.”

“I’ll do it soon.”

“No need to rush.”

“It’s not rushing. Rather… if we get married, you will be able to eat the meals I make with love every day, right? When I think about that, I want to get married right away. But since it’s a once-in-a-lifetime thing, so I want to do things like proposing properly.”

As the car started moving, I thought to myself.

Wasn’t that a proposal just now?

I continued to gaze at the nighttime scenery outside the car, trying not to let my grin show.


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Is Happiness Equal For Everyone? – Chapter 22 (Part 2)

Chapter 22 (Part 2) – Gunjo (From Chihiro’s Perspective)


“Chi-chan, are you okay?”

“Yeah, I’m fine! Miko-chan looked really cool back there.”

“Can I say thank you?”

“You can totally say thank you.”

I wrapped my arms around Miko-chan’s body and hugged her tightly.

When I hold Mikochan tightly, her breasts touch my face and it feels good.

“I love Mikochan~”                

I usually want to grow up quickly, but recently, I’ve been thinking it’s okay to stay like this if Mikochan hugs me tightly.

“Collaboration between an angel and a goddess! Can I take a picture?”

“Sure~! Please take one if you can. I’ll cherish it!”

Miko-chan was smiling when suddenly a hand was placed firmly under my arm, and I was pulled away from her.

“Ao-chan?”

I thought, but it wasn’t him.

It was a man I had never seen before, lifting me up.

“Daiki? What’s going on?”

“Seriously, you has no sense of caution.”

“Huh?”

“Boys in his age are already men, you know.”

“So what? I don’t get the point.”

“This is why…”

Miko-chan seemed a little angry.

The man slowly let go of me.

“Iwabuchi-senpai.”

“Oh, Hayama, in the right place. Look for the new Model here. Fast.”

“I’ve already arranged for that.”

“…I see. You’re as reliable as ever, Daiki.”

“Have you fallen for me again?”

“No. I haven’t.”

It seems like this man has feelings for Mikochan.

 I waved goodbye to Mikochan, who couldn’t stay with me due to work, and looked at my mother.


“Does that Daiki guy like Miko-chan?”

“That man is Miko-sama’s ex.”

“Huh? Sounds like he still has feelings for her.”

“I can’t stand that guy. I never expected him to come back.”

“Come back? From where?”

“He went abroad for work, broke up with Miko-sama, and went to either the UK or France.”

Wow. Mikochan already has Ao-chan, right? Ao-chan and Mikochan are a great match, so I hope he doesn’t interfere.

A replacement model arrived, and my mother started doing makeup.


“Oh, is this gunjo?”

“Yes! I feel like things go well when I wear this ring.”

The cute model had a ring on her right middle finger with a design that looked like bamboo wrapped around it.

“That’s interesting; it might be fate. You’re going to be a hit!”

“Huh? Why is that?”

“Well, Miko-sama is person in charge of this project development, and it’s a known fact that anyone who participates in Miko-sama’s projects tends to be liked by the staff and becomes successful! Oh, here’s Miko-sama!”

Ahead of my mother waving her hand, Miko-chan was there. Miko-chan came over here with a smile on her face.

“The new model, right?”

“Nice to meet you,” the model said, rising from her chair and bowing.

“Oh, you don’t have to stand up. It’s my pleasure. I’m grateful that you’re here.”

“Miko-sama, she said she gets inspired by the Gunjo ring.”

“Really?”

Miko-chan’s face turned slightly red, and she smiled a bit, looking a bit flustered.

Wow, she looks incredibly cute. Miko-chan really loves Ao-chan, doesn’t she?

“…Such a beautiful person…”

The model murmured in amazement.

I agree.

“Huh? Um, I’m sorry. I got lost in my own world!”

Miko-chan blushed and chuckled, making my heart race.

“I have a Gunjo necklace too.”

“…I’ve never seen that design before?”

“Well, you see, it’s the first necklace Ao-san ever made in his life.” My mother said

“Huh?”

 “Satchan and I were classmates with Ao-san in high school, and it was because of that necklace that Ao-san’s brand became ‘gunjo.’ It’s from the deep blue color of the kyanite stone – ‘gunjo.'”

“Is that so?”

“You didn’t know?”

“I-I didn’t know! W-What should I do? Is it okay to receive something so important?”

Seeing Miko-chan getting flustered, I couldn’t help but smile.

“Miko-chan, you’re going to marry Ao-chan, right? So, it’s okay to keep wearing it. Ao-chan is trying to fill the time you can’t be together with that necklace, so you should wear it all the time.”

Miko-chan’s face rapidly turned redder.

Wow, she looks even cuter like this.

My heart skips a beat as I see Miko-chan blushing all the way to her ears.

Of course, I’m not the only one experiencing this feeling, as Senkawa-san is discreetly taking photos with a telephoto camera, trying not to be noticed.

I’ll ask him to make copies later!

If I give them to Ao-chan, he’ll probably buy me anything I want.

I’ll ask for a new video game.

“Are you dating someone from gunjo?”

“Uh, yes.”

Mikochan blushed even more.

“You’re so cute! I admire people who become cute when talking about the person they like! It’s like a dream!”

“Huh! No, it’s not like that…”

Ah, Mikochan is so cute when she gets flustered.

After that, watching Miko-chan blush and get all flustered while being praised by the model’s sparkling eyes, I couldn’t help but imagine that if Ao-chan were here, he might have melted from the cuteness, and I couldn’t stop grinning.


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Is Happiness Equal For Everyone? – Chapter 22 (Part 1)

Chapter 22 (Part 1) – Gunjo (From Chihiro’s Perspective)


On this day, I had asked my mom to bring me to the workplace. The reason was that I had learned that this job involved Miko-chan’s company.

As I followed my mom, an unpleasant atmosphere filled the studio.

“Is the makeup not done yet? I’m tired~”

The haughty girl seemed to be around high school age. The adults around her were trying to appease her.

I thought I had ended up in an unpleasant place.

“Mrs. Chieko… I’m sorry, but I don’t think I can photograph that girl well!”

Appearing there was a young and handsome man. He held a camera in his hand, so he might be a photographer.

“Who’s this? This angel.”

“My son.”

“…You had such a big child? I mean, a son!”

“I’m Haru. Nice to meet you.”

“I’m Senkawa. But seriously, he’s cute!”

I smiled when called cute because I’m used to it.

“So cute!”

“Miko-sama is head over heels for him.”

“Angel-kun, I envy you! I wish I could be head over heels for Miko-sama too… impossible, I can’t even imagine.”

It seems that Miko-chan might be a very influential person here.

“Isn’t Miko-chan here?”

“Don’t call Miko-sama with ‘-chan’! Angel, you’re a scary one!”

It seems that in his mind, I had become known as Angel-kun.

“Well, since Miko-sama is like a goddess, it’s kind of understandable to use the ‘-chan’ honorific with Angel-kun! Miko-sama is apparently coming later.”

“I hope she comes soon.”

“I agree! If Miko-sama were here, the atmosphere wouldn’t be like this…”

I wonder what’s going on? I was left bewildered, and suddenly, someone grabbed my shoulder, startling me. When I turned around, the haughty girl from earlier was standing there with an extremely angry expression.

“Who are you?”

“This child is my son, and he came here for a social school field trip.”

As my mother tried to intervene, the haughty girl furrowed her brow.

“Don’t bring such an eyesore with you!”

Did you have to say that much?

I didn’t want my mother to be scolded because of me.

“In that case, I’ll go home.”

“Huh? Haru, are you sure?”

“Yeah.”

Just as I was about to leave…

“If you’re going home, why don’t you let this lady go home too?”

It was Miko-chan who appeared there. Near Miko-chan, there were a few men who looked like important people.

“Dad, who is this woman?”

“I’m Iwabuchi, and I’m in charge of planning for this commercial. Your company’s president wanted to use you in the commercial because his daughter is an underground idol, so we chose to cast you.”

Miko-chan looked at the president with a beautiful smile.

“Mr. President, if what I’m about to say doesn’t sit well with you, you’re welcome to cut ties with our company.”

The president’s face tightened.

“We take pride in our work.”

“So do I.”

“You’re quite foolish, you know. Right now, you’re unexpectedly missing with the biggest business opportunity.”

“Huh?”

“An underground idol with no fame is trying to use industry connections. The downside is that you’ll remain an underground idol for life. Industry connections are everything. Being harsh on one person here is like rejecting ten jobs. Well, ten is the minimum, but you get the idea.”

“W-what are you talking about?”

“Should I make it even clearer? Everyone working here will probably dislike the idea of you coming here after this. So, if you choose to use her, it means they won’t take on that job. In such a small industry, the moment one person talks about that underground idol, the news will spread like wildfire. And what follows that is no job offers, right?”

Miko-chan approached the president with a smile on her face as she said this.

“I take pride in my work. Mr. President, please make your decision here and now. Will you cut ties with our company to appease your daughter, or will you keep our contract and silence your daughter?”

The president turned pale and remained silent. The photographer standing nearby spoke up.

“If you choose to terminate the contract, I won’t work with your company anymore.”

Similar voices echoed from the people around.

The president lowered his head to Miko-chan and said, “I apologize for my daughter’s actions. Can we quickly arrange for another model?”

“Of course. I’m grateful for the president’s courageous decision,” replied Miko-chan with a gentle smile.

The president, seemingly reassured by Miko-chan’s warm smile, then grabbed his daughter by the neck and left.

“Miko-sama, you were amazing! I’ll follow you for life!”

“Senkawa-kun, you’re an incredible photographer with many awards. You could find work with a bigger company, not just a small one like ours.”

“This job is the only way I get to meet Miko-sama, so please call me for the next one too!”

“Thank you.”

Senkawa blushed and had a big smile on his face.

Then, Miko-chan came over to me and gave me a tight hug.


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Is Happiness Equal For Everyone? – Chapter 21

Chapter 21 – I love it.


The first time with Aoi-san ended without any issues, and I felt relieved.

If someone were to ask if it was truly without issues, that wouldn’t be the case.

I couldn’t move at all the next day.

Aoi-san kept smiling happily the whole time, and even though I wanted to complain, I couldn’t.

From breakfast to dinner, Aoi-san took care of everything diligently, and on the way back, Aoi-san even gave me a ride in a luxury car.

I didn’t even know he had a car like that.

“I’m sorry for pushing you too hard. I’ll try to take it easy next time.”

“…Really?”

My voice hardly came out. The slight hoarseness was also all Aoi-san’s fault.

“Oh, it’s true.”

“I can’t trust you, though.”

“Why not?”

“I told you many times to stop, but you didn’t listen.”

“…I’m sorry.”

Aoi-san looked pouty, and I couldn’t help but smile.

“I believe you, so next time, go easy on me, okay?”

“!!…  I love you, Iwabuchi!”

Aoi-san happily smiled and kissed me. His kisses seemed never-ending, and I felt my strength leave me.

“Can I take you home?”

“No! I have to work tomorrow, so it’s not possible. Drive safely.”

“…I understand. Goodbye.”

I felt lonely as I watched Aoi-san get into her car.

If it were my previous partners, I probably would have already started walking towards the elevator by now.

“Well… how about next weekend? I’m available anytime.”

“Next weekend is good. I want to spend time together without any worries.”

“Let’s do that!”

It seems like I said something unnecessary.

“Alright, next weekend it is. I’ll message you… or is calling okay? Well, I’ll get in touch.”

“Yeah, sounds good! See you.”

After that, I waved goodbye until Aoi-san’s car was no longer visible.


“…Yeah, it was that amazing.”

During lunch break at work, I talked to Misato about the weekend.

That was her reaction.

I nodded slowly.

“I wonder if I should buy sexy lingerie too…”

“W-Wait, Misato, didn’t you say you have sexy lingerie?”

“I don’t have any! Well, I guess you need a good figure like you to wear them, right?”

I was deceived.

I trusted Misato and bought and wore it.

Even though my body still ached.

Suddenly, I remembered the sexy Aoi-san and blushed.

“Remembering and blushing, how naughty.”

“I’m going to kill you, Misato.”

“I’m sorry.”

At that moment, Daiki and Hayama sat down in the seats in front of us.

“What’s wrong, Senpai Iwabuchi? Your face is all red.”

“I was just remembering some lovey-dovey moments with my boyfriend and got embarrassed, that’s all, Hayama-kun.”

When Hayama went silent, Daiki said with a smirk, “Did you show him your sexy lingerie?”

“Daiki-kun, I can understand what you want to say. But it looks like our shy Iwabuchi here made an effort to tempt him in this relationship.”

“…I showed him,” I said defiantly. “T-That’s right! I wore it. I, I didn’t expect it to be like that… Uuuuu~ Misato ~ It was so embarrassing.”

“Oh, there there, good job, Wild-san. He turned you into a sexy lady.”

“…Uuuuu~ I keep remembering it~”

My face kept getting hotter.

Misato smiled contentedly and said, “You’re adorable.”

“Uuuuu~” I buried my head in my hands.

“If you keep dwelling on it like that, it’ll be tough, you know? How about getting another round today?”

“No way!”

“Was he bad at it?”

“No, he was amazing! That’s why, um, it’s not just a one-time thing… I mean, I couldn’t move the next day…”

Jitsumi had a sly grin on her face.

“Iwabuchi, maybe it would be better to talk about this when we’re not around?” Daiki suggested, and when I glanced at the two of them, for some reason, Hayama’s eyes were watery.

What? This is getting scary.

“I-I’m sorry, Hayama. Um, if you’re not comfortable with such a vulgar conversation, go sit somewhere else! What I want to talk to Jitsumi about is quite explicit, so you might hear it by accident.”

“N-No, it’s okay. Please continue.”

He doesn’t look okay at all.

“They say you were amazing, but how long were you with your previous boyfriend?”

Misato gave Daiki a sly smile.

Was she trying to distance Daiki from this seat?

“About five people, I think.”

“How many of them did you sleep with?”

“…Two.”

“What? You’ve can only compare with two of them?”

“Well, I don’t really compare. I don’t remember much.”

“When was the last time you had sex?”

“The day before yesterday”

“I meant before you started dating Wild-san.”

“…About three and a half years ago?”

For some reason, Daiki looked at me with a surprised expression.

“Wait, you haven’t dated anyone since you broke up with me?”

“I was just busy with work.”

“I see.”

I mean, there was only that guy who kept telling me to cook.

I shoved a piece of fried chicken from the chicken cutlet set into my mouth.

“Hey, is it true that the hymen goes back if you don’t have sex for three years?”

I froze and then spoke after finishing the fried chicken in my mouth.

“I-I don’t know!”

“It’s about yourself, isn’t it?”

“I-I don’t know…”

“So, you’re saying that it all got taken care of while you were unconscious.”

“How do you even know that?”

I buried my head in my hands again.

“My darling at home does it too! He even carries me like a princess to the bathroom.”

“Is he really that strong with that cute face?”

“Are you saying I’m chubby?”

“No, not at all! …Men are surprisingly strong, you know.”

“…He carried you like a princess?”

“Clairvoyance.”

“You always dreamed of being carried like a princess, didn’t you? He is really hitting your moe points.”

“…That’s right, what should I do? It’s making me feel like a high school girl with a crush.”

“Is it your first love?”

“N-No, it’s not!”

“You seem suspicious.”

I’ve already had my first love.

After all, I’ve dated five people!

…But feeling this fluttery, it’s different from my first love.

“Iwabuchi.”

“Yes?”

“You’re going to marry Wild-san, right?”

“Huh?”

I could feel my face getting hot again.

“Um… yeah. I mean, if Aoi-san wants to, of course.”

I immediately regretted what I said.

Misato had the biggest grin on her face.

“Uuuuu~ I hate Misato ~”

“What about Wild-san?”

“Well… I, um, like him…”

I can’t take it anymore; it’s too embarrassing!

I don’t even feel like eating anymore.

That day, I left food on my plate for the first time.


ityoii’s note: Hello everyone~ I apologize because for the past two weeks I have been really busy so I didn’t have time to update the chapter. There is a possibility that I will take a short hiatus to finish some things. But don’t worry, I will update the chapters that I have already translated according to the schedule. I will let you know in the last chapter how long the hiatus will be. Thanks all~

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Is Happiness Equal For Everyone? – Chapter 20 (Part 2)

Chapter 20 (Part 2) – Erotic lingerie


“You came quicker than I thought.”

“Yeah. Um, what about the sweatpants?”

“I regretted it the other day, so I won’t give them to you!”

“Aoi, you have a foot fetish, don’t you?”

“That’s right! Probably… I like your legs.”

I involuntarily looked down at my own feet. They were not particularly slim; in fact, they felt somewhat plump. They weren’t short, but they certainly weren’t long either. What’s good about these legs? I want them to be thinner.

“I don’t get it.”

“The feel was amazing.”

That was embarrassing. I sat down beside Aoi and looked at the glass of dessert wine he had served.

 The black liquid turned red when it caught the light. It looked delicious.

I brought the glass to my lips. It was sweet and delicious.

When I looked at Aoi, he was staring at my legs.

Is it really that appealing? I felt embarrassed and rubbed my knees together.

“…Umm, should I sleep in the guest room?”

“Why?”

“Why… well, you know, it’s just…”

“I prefer to be with you, Aoi.”

“…”

Aoi downed his wine glass in one go and stood up.

“I’m going to take a bath.”

He headed straight for the bathroom.

“I hope he comes back soon.”


Nervously, I finished the wine in my glass and poured another one.

By the time Aoi returned, I had finished another glass.

“You…”

“Aoi, I finished the wine.”

“It’s a slim bottle, so it doesn’t hold much, and you finished it all…”

“It was sweet and delicious… Aoi, can you hug me?”

“…Hug you, Iwabuchi?”

“Hug me.”

When I hugged Aoi tightly, he embraced me with all his strength.

It was getting uncomfortable.

“Aoi, it’s, um, too tight…”

“Oh, sorry.”

Aoi loosened his grip and looked down at me with a slight smile.

Then, without saying a word, Aoi pressed his lips against mine.

As we exchanged slow and long kisses, Aoi’s hand touched my chest.

“Wait! Are you wearing underwear?”

“…”

“Were you planning to leave?”

“No.”

“Then why…”

I felt my face flush with embarrassment.

“B-but I only have this underwear, and I thought maybe you’d be happy if… with it…”

“…Is it okay if I see?”

“N-no.”

“Huh? You’re wearing it for my sake, right?”

I covered my face with both hands.

“But, I don’t want to scare you off, Aoi.”

“You won’t scare me.”

“It’s just that, instead of being sexy, it feels more like being aggressive…”

“I really want to see it.”

Aoi’s hand grabbed the hem of the T-shirt.

I instinctively grabbed his hand.

“You won’t dislike it?”

“There’s no way I’d dislike it… I’ll probably like you even more.”

“Don’t just say that casually…”

“It’s not casual at all. Right now, you’re so cute worrying that you might make me dislike you, blushing with tears in your eyes.”

I remained silent for a while and then timidly lifted the T-shirt, showing Aoi my underwear. It was so embarrassing that I felt like I could die, so I involuntarily turned my face away.

“This is too erotic!”

“T-that’s what I told you!”

I hastily pulled the T-shirt back down, and Aoi’s face was slightly flushed.

“Why are you hiding it?”

“You said it was too erotic!”

“It’s too erotic, but, well… it’s beautiful.”

“On the contrary, it’s embarrassing.”

“Actually, can you take off the T-shirt?”

“Why?!”

“Because pulling the T-shirt up like that is too erotic.”

Is that so? While I was feeling confused, Aoi princess-carried me. I was surprised at how easily he lifted me, and when I looked at him, he was looking at me with a serious expression.

“Is it okay if we go to my room?”

“Uh, yeah.”

I nodded, and Aoi smiled happily, carrying me to the bedroom with a little skip in his step.


Erotic lingerie is amazing. It can drive a man crazy. I wouldn’t recommend wearing it for your first time, though. It really can drive them wild…

“Aoi… I’m sorry…”

“Iwabuchi, you’re alluring.”

“I… I can’t…”

“Yeah… I can’t stop either.”

“No way! I mean, really impossible!”

I seriously thought that maybe Aoi’s love required more stamina than I had. But the Aoi who looked down at me and smiled happily, unaware of my thoughts, must be different.


IHEFE

Is Happiness Equal For Everyone? – Chapter 20 (Part 1)

Chapter 20 (Part 1) – Erotic lingerie


The dinner that Aoi prepared was incredible.

“Over here, we have a salad with prosciutto and mozzarella, sea bream carpaccio, chilled pumpkin soup, beef fillet steak, and for dessert, there’s strawberry mousse.”

“A full course?”

“I decided to make it a full course. It’s my determination!”

Aoi chuckled and ruffled my head.

When Aoi took a seat, I brought the salad to my mouth.

“It’s delicious! There’s no way mozzarella and prosciutto could be bad together, right? The seasoning is exquisite.”

“Do you like it?”

“I do.”

“Is it the salad you like, or is it me?”

“…”

“Stop being silent.”

“I didn’t get creeped out… If I had to choose, it would be you, Aoi.”

Aoi covered his face with both hands.

When I looked, even his ears were red.

Despite asking himself.

“You… you’re dangerous.”

“My apologies… The carpaccio and chilled soup are delicious too! I’m so happy~ I love you, Aoi.”

“That’s hitting me hard…”

Aoi was cute.

Despite his wild side.

There’s no way anyone couldn’t fall for him.

I took a bite of the meat and moaned.

It’s delicious!

“The meat is so tender! Aoi, if someone told me right now that you trained at a five-star restaurant, I’d believe it.”

“I haven’t had that kind of training.”

“The meat is getting cold.”

“I know.”

Afterward, Aoi’s face remained slightly red, but we both enjoyed the meal.


Once we finished the strawberry mousse dessert, Aoi made coffee.

“I’ll go prepare the bath.”

The word “bath” made my shoulders jump involuntarily.

“…Don’t be so scared, okay?”

“I did get a little scared… Yeah. Just a bit scared. I’m sorry.”

“Do you dislike it that much?”

“It’s not that I dislike it. It’s just that I’ve never worn erotic lingerie before…”

Aoi slowly leaned in and said,

“Do you want to stop?”

“Huh?”

“It’s not something we have to force, and we already kissed today. Isn’t it okay for us to take our time?”

“You don’t want to?”

“I do. Like, really badly! But, your well-being is important, so I don’t want you to force yourself… Even though I really want to go all out.”

Aoi’s wry smile made my heart flutter.

I really like him; he’s completely different from the guys I’ve dated before.

I slowly sipped my coffee and asked,

“Is it okay if I stay over?”

“Of course, isn’t it obvious? I’ll even make you a delicious breakfast.”

Aoi chuckled again and ruffled my hair.

“I’ll go get the bath ready.”

Aoi headed straight for the bathroom.


I thought as I took a bath.

Was Aoi serious about his words?

Is he really not going to push it?

“Iwabuchi, I’ll leave a T-shirt for you.”

“Ah, thank you.”

I hugged my knees in the bathtub.

I felt relieved as I sensed Aoi’s presence fading away.

“I love Aoi.”

A small sigh echoed in the bathroom.

When I got out of the bath, I decided to brace myself and took a paper bag from my bag.

From the paper bag, I pulled out a pair of black, semi-sheer underwear and put them on.

They had just enough coverage for the essential areas, but I couldn’t help but feel like I exuded a carnivorous vibe when looking at myself in the mirror.

What should I do? Aoi might be put off when he sees this.

He did mention before that “aggressive girls are scary.”

If he were to say, “It doesn’t suit you,” I might cry…

I had put them on, but…

I slowly put on the black T-shirt that Aoi had given me.

I despised my lack of courage.

In this outfit, I went to the living room, where Aoi had prepared dessert wine.


IHEFE

Is Happiness Equal For Everyone? – Chapter 19 (Part 2)

Chapter 19 (Part 2) – Kiss


Until we arrived at Aoi-san’s house, he didn’t say a word.

Maybe he hates me now.

I felt a sense of unease and looked up at Aoi-san.

Our eyes met.

“Mei.”

“Yes?”

“Is it okay if I hug you?”

“Uh, yeah.”

Aoi-san hugged me tightly.

“What’s up with that guy? He’s clearly still hung up on Mei.”

“Huh? Maybe you’re wrong?”

“What? It’s obvious he still likes Mei, isn’t it?”

“…But I don’t feel that way about anyone other than Aoi-san… Well, maybe I have a little crush on Chi-chan.”

“You’re crushing on Chi, aren’t you?”

“Chi is cute, that’s all.”

“He’s a hardcore grown-man, anyway.”

I hugged Aoi-san in return.

“You’re cute too, Aoi-san.”

“Oh, I’m being flattered again.”

Aoi-san stroked my head.

Aoi-san probably doesn’t know how much this means to me, how happy it makes me.

“I was getting all fluttery over Aoi-san’s mature response.”

“I was filled with jealousy, wanting to do something crazy on the inside.”

“So cute!”

“Oh, seriously, give me a break.”

Aoi-san slowly relaxed.

Aoi-san gazed at my face intently and said, “Mei.”

“It seems like I’m quite taken with you,” Aoi-san said.

I tilted my head in confusion, and Aoi-san gave a wry smile.

“When that guy showed up in front of me… I strongly felt that Mei was mine… Shouldn’t you be scared?”

“Why, I wonder? Normally, I should be scared, but… I’m happy about Aoi-san’s feelings.”

Aoi-san looked troubled as he spoke.

“I want to kiss you.”

There was no way I could refuse as Aoi-san slowly leaned in, our lips met briefly, and then pulled away. As our faces moved apart, Aoi-san smiled.

“Ah, I’m as happy with just one kiss as a middle schooler. So lame.”

Well, I’m feeling pretty light-headed too.

“Let’s have dinner,” Aoi-san suggested.

“Yeah.”

Aoi-san blushed slightly as he said that and headed towards the kitchen. Despite feeling somewhat unsatisfied, I couldn’t resist my foodie instincts when it came to the prospect of a meal.

As Aoi-san seemed to remember something, he turned back, embraced me, and then gave me a deep kiss.

Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow…

My thoughts couldn’t keep up.

“I was careless. I’m not a middle schooler; I’m a full-grown man, so I can’t be satisfied with a greeting-like kiss like that” Aoi said.

After saying that, Aoi kissed even more deeply and passionately.

To be honest, Aoi’s kisses are incredible!

My legs are losing their strength.

“Shall we go to bed?”

“I’m hungry.”

“…You’re such a foodie… but cute though.”

“Besides, I’m not wearing sexy underwear right now… and I want to take a bath.”

“…Uh-oh, I’m getting turned on.”

“My stomach is growling too.”

“You foodie! Let’s have a meal right away. Just wait.”

“Yeah, I love Aoi.”

“…Let’s go to the bed for a moment.”

I don’t think it was my fault that my stomach growled at that moment.


IHEFE

Is Happiness Equal For Everyone? – Chapter 19 (Part 1)

Chapter 19 (Part 1) – Kiss


The long-awaited weekend arrived.

In the end, I couldn’t come up with any excuses.

I made a phone call.

Aoi-san didn’t bring up the topic of sexy underwear.

I was happy about Aoi-san’s kindness.

“Well, thank you for your hard work.”

“Oh, Dohmoto-senpai is taking care of that. It should be ending soon, right?”

Daiki came to report, looking exhausted, just after I had gone to report.

I checked my luggage and froze.

Inside my bag was the underwear in that bag.

Wearing this with Aoi-san…

How will today’s dinner taste, I wonder?


“Mei, how about having dinner together?”

“I have a date with my boyfriend.”

“He’s that rumored sexy handsome guy, right?”

“I don’t want to tell you, so no.”

I quickly packed my belongings and tried to leave.

“Going down together would be fine, right?”

“No, it’s not.”

“You’re so cold.”

“I don’t understand the point of being kind.”

Right now, I’m going through a tough time.


The fact that Ishiyama, Hayama, and Taiki are in my department is causing strange rumors to circulate that I’m using my position as department head to flirt with them. I’m being looked at with suspicion by female employees.

 To be honest, I want someone to replace me.

I’d like to say to the Clumsy Brothers, “Daiki will take care of things somehow, so I don’t need to be here.”

Talking about work with Daiki is fun. But when it comes to private matters and whether I want to be involved with him again, that’s a different story.

Daiki was not the companion my heart truly desired.

Instead, I wanted to meet with Aoi.

The fatigue in my heart right now will surely dissipate once I see Aoi-san.

I want to meet Aoi-san quickly.


As I hurriedly made my way through the lobby, I saw Aoi in front of the company.

He wasn’t surrounded by anyone yet.

Just as I rushed through the automatic doors, someone grabbed my arm.

Curious, I turned to look at the arm that had grabbed mine, and it was Daiki.

“What?”

“You forgot something.”

Honestly, I can’t remember when I left it behind, but I think it’s an old handkerchief I used to have.

“You don’t have to give it to me right now.”

“I can return it anytime, but it’s best not to forget it.”

Daiki reached out towards my head.

Instinctively, I tried to avoid it, but someone hugged me from behind.

His muscular arms had silver accessories, and I could tell they were Aoi-san’s arms.

“Nice to meet you, Mei’s current boyfriend.”

“Nice to meet you, I’m Kawai Aoi. And you?”

“I’m Daiki Domoto. Mei’s ex-boyfriend.”

“You don’t have to mention that, do you?”

I couldn’t help but make a comment.

“Heh, ex-boyfriend…”

“Oh, Aoi-san?”

Aoi-san smiled and said to Daiki.

“Breaking up with Mei would be foolish, wouldn’t it? Ah, No, thank you for breaking up with her. Thanks to you, Mei came to me. Of course, I’ll take good care of Mei for your sake, so please don’t worry.”

Aoi-san’s voice sounded distant.

“Well then, I’ll take my leave.”

Aoi-san let go of my hand and left the spot.


IHEFE

Is Happiness Equal For Everyone? – Chapter 18

Chapter 18 – Miso Soup


Monday, the day I decided to give my all at work for the upcoming weekend.

“Hey, it’s been a while.”

“…Ah, yeah, it’s been a while.”

When I went to the company, my ex-boyfriend whom I parted with three years ago due to being assigned to overseas work was back after finishing his overseas assignment.

His name is Daiki Domoto.

When he asked me to quit the company and come abroad with him, I was engaged in a major project and couldn’t make up my mind to go with him.

No, that’s not it…

“If you come with me, you could master your favorite Italian cuisine in its home country, right? I believe you could become skilled at cooking, Miko.”

I was taken aback by those words.

I ran away from the obsession of having to cook

I escaped using work as an excuse.

“What happened afterward?”

“…Are you enjoying yourself, Daiki?”

“Doing alright, I guess? Let’s get along starting today.”

What does “let’s get along” mean?

Looking, there were bags on the desk in front of me that should be empty.

“Oh, did you join the Planning and Development Department?”

“Yeah. Let’s have fun again.”

“…”

What does “have fun” mean?

“Good morning, Iwabuchi Senpai!”

“Good morning, Hayama. Get the proposal I asked for out first thing in the morning.”

“…”

“Wait until 9 o’clock.”

“Thanks.”

After Hayama returned to his desk, Daiki chuckled and handed me a box of chocolates.

“You like sweet things, right?”

“Yeah, I do.”

I opened the lid of the box and took one, putting it in my mouth.

An overwhelmingly sweet taste spread in my mouth.

Aren’t overseas chocolates too sweet?

I want to eat the sweets Aoi-san makes.

Daiki is smiling brightly.

I can’t say it’s not good.

“Thank you.”

“I’m glad if Iwabuchi is happy; it makes me happy too.”

Well, I’m not happy.

“Iwabuchi senpai, what about you?”

“Nice to meet you, Hayama? This person is Daiki Domoto, he used to be the ace of the Overseas Department.”

“Hello! I’m Iwabuchi’s ex-boyfriend! Nice to meet you!”

“Daiki, stop… I’m already attracting attention from female employees because of Ishiyama senpai and Hayama, and now with Daiki added to the mix, won’t I be stabbed? My relationship with Daiki is a memory to be forgotten.”

“…Iwabuchi, you have a boyfriend, huh?”

“Is that bad?”

Daiki looked surprised.

I’m being rude.

“I see, what kind of guy is he?”

“A kind person.”

“So, he’s someone who gets to enjoy Inochi’s homemade cooking.”

Kind = someone who eats my cooking. What kind of cycle is that?

For now, I decided to ignore it.


“Starting today, I’ve become the head of the Planning and Development Department. I’m Daiki Domoto. I’ve recently returned to Japan, so there might be things I don’t understand, but please take care of me.”

It seems that Daiki has returned and taken up a managerial position.

The girls in the same department are all giggly.

If they find out he’s my ex-boyfriend, I’ll definitely be in trouble.

For the time being, I tried my best to avoid making eye contact with Daiki, so that it doesn’t seem like we’re close.

Or at least, I thought I did.

During lunch break in the cafeteria, as I was eating a fried horse mackerel set with my friend Misato, Daiki suddenly sat down in front of me.

I could already hear gossip about that woman from various corners again.

“Daiki-kun, it’s been a while. You’re annoying, so go somewhere else.”

As you might have noticed, Misato dislikes Daiki.

“Did I do something to you, Misato-chan?”

“Don’t use familiar language with me! And don’t get near Iwabuchi.”

“Even though we’re in the same department, ‘don’t get near’?…”

“Shut up, just be quiet.”


Misato stuffed her mouth with curry and then spoke.

“Leave that aside, did you wear that sexy underwear?”

Miso soup went down the wrong way.

“I think you should set that erotic lingerie selfie as your wallpaper.”

Cough, cough, cough… “Misato… cough… Are you telling me to die?”

“If you receive a sexy selfie, it’s common courtesy to send one in return.”

Cough, cough… “I can’t… cough…”

“Then why did you buy it?”

“It’s definitely not for taking selfies.”

“If you keep talking stingy like that, you’ll get dumped!”

“I’m not the kind of guy who’d be dumped over something like that.”

“I don’t understand.”

“I do!”

“Then call and ask!”

“Fine! I’ll call and ask!”

I began to call Aoi-san.

After a few rings, she answered the call as usual.

“What’s up?”

“I have a question for you, Aoi-san. You wouldn’t break up with me just because i wouldn’t let you take my sexy lingerie photo, right?”

“Um… what do you mean? Could you explain in more detail?”

“That’s what I’m saying! The other day, when I was shopping with Misato, I bought some sexy lingerie… Wait, what am I even talking about?”

“You’re just realizing this now?”

“Jitsumi tricked me into it!”

As I held my head in my hands, I heard Aoi-san’s voice from my smartphone.

“Is that for my sake, Iwabuchi?”

“Noo~ Please forget about it!”

“Well, I can’t. I’m looking forward to this weekend.”

“It’s not like that, I didn’t say I’d wear it.”

“Then why did you buy it?”

“Um… I’ll call you later after I come up with a calm excuse.”

“Got it. I’ll have a clever argument ready to convince you to wear it. See you.”

After Aoi-san hung up, I grabbed Minori’s neck.

“Misato, you idiot~ Think of excuses together with me~”

“Just wear it, okay!”

I was seriously choking her!

“Okay, okay!”

“Should I bear this grudge and get my revenge?”

I’m definitely going to have to wear it! An unpleasant confidence surged within me.

“I don’t want to…”

“I’m going to die…”

I went too far with this for real. I quickly let go in a panic, and Misato was coughing.

“Sorry, I seriously thought I was going to kill you.”

“I don’t think you’re sorry.”

As I buried my face in my hands, Daiki started stroking my head. I got goosebumps, though.

“Don’t touch me!”

“Who would’ve thought Iwabuchi would buy sexy underwear? You’ve really become an adult.”

“It’s irrelevant.”

“…Misato-chan, have you ever met Iwabuchi’s kind boyfriend?”

“…No, but based on the picture I saw, he’s like a sexy handsome guy I wouldn’t mind being embraced by once.”

“What kind of description is that?”

“Well, he has a good body, to the extent that he’s confident enough to approach you, right?”

“Don’t make it sound like I’m sexually frustrated!”

I buried my face in my hands again.

“…Iwabuchi, you really like that guy, huh?”

“You’re so annoying~ Just be quiet.”

“…”

Once again, he stroked my head and it irritated me.

“Don’t touch me.”

“Back in the day, you used to like getting your head patted.”

“I still do. When it’s my lover touching me.”

“Don’t say that. It’s lonely, you know.”

Annoying.

Oh, I want Aoi-san to pat my head.

Wait, am I really frustrated?

“Aaaaah!”

I let out a huge scream in the cafeteria out of embarrassment.


itsyoii note: Hello~ Actually, this chapter is quite long, and usually, I would split this chapter into two parts. But for this chapter, I won’t split it, so this chapter remains long. So, enjoy it~ Happy reading!