There was no drowsiness or restless fever tonight, only two people being honest with each other, supporting each other.
Under the blanket, Lin Xingling felt around in the darkness.
The progress of the development work was extremely difficult… It was anticipated long ago, but Cheng Che was too nervous.
This child is naturally submissive when faced with gentleness and firm when he knows I don’t want to touch him. He gets scared as soon as he feels like I’m going to make a move.
He went from being fierce to becoming gentle and adorable.
“Che’er, let me ask you a question.”
In a hazy state, Cheng Che responded softly.
So obedient… Lin Xingling gently moved aside his tender legs and asked, “What is the square root of four cubed multiplied by five?”
Why suddenly asking a math question… Although Cheng Che didn’t understand, he still thought about it carefully:
Four cubed is four multiplied by four, sixteen multiplied by four, forty-six twenty-four, which equals sixty-four. The square root of sixty-four is eight… forty.
Just as he was about to answer, he was suddenly struck by a tearing pain, rendering him unable to utter a sound.
It’s starting… Cheng Che gasped and widened his eyes, although the surprise of being possessed overcame the chilling pain, tears still couldn’t help but overflow.
Xingling, it’s too intense all at once.
Lin Xingling was also uncomfortable, on one hand worried that he was in pain but not saying anything, on the other hand feeling crowded and uncomfortable… so he froze and stayed still.
Both of them quietly listened to each other’s heavy breathing. After a while, Cheng Che trembled and said, “Move a little.”
“Mmm…”
“If it hurts, you must say it.”
It will hurt, never try to be strong.
On regular days, he didn’t need much lubrication when he did it himself; he had enough, even more than enough… Today, it was probably due to nervousness, even though he used it, it still wasn’t enough moisture.
It felt a bit rough.
Lin Xingling supported himself with both hands between Cheng Che’s arm and body, in a dominating position, looking down from above.
Like an absolute ruler.
It was rare for him, with his gentle nature, to have such a moment.
“Mmm… Xingling, c-can…”
By the moonlight, Lin Xingling looked at his little one.
…Tears in his eyes, his face flushed, even the tip of his nose had a faint pink hue.
A very emotional look.
Wasn’t he the same?
“Che’er, look at me, look at me.”
“I really like you, I’m crazy about the things you like, I love you, I…”
…
The thunder was so fierce, it seemed like a heavy rain could pour down at any moment… He should have brought an umbrella, but Cheng Che didn’t want him to wear it from the beginning.
Lin Xingling explained that he was afraid it wasn’t clean.
Cheng Che said they were both clean, nothing to worry about.
He also mentioned that boys don’t have what girls have, so there’s no risk. He assured him.
Lin Xingling smiled bitterly.
If possible, he actually wished there was a risk.
Let the child give him a baby.
…If he was willing, that is.
Thinking like this, he felt a bit embarrassed.
Lin Xingling’s eye sockets were tinged with a beautiful blush, his blood boiling, and he hugged Cheng Che’s waist without any technique, attacking haphazardly.
“Mmm… Ha…”
Cheng Che sobbed and shook his head continuously.
Although he was already on the verge of not being able to bear it anymore, because Lin Xingling still hadn’t touched that area, despite the previous perseverance not lasting long, until now, he still hadn’t finished.
He was on the edge of collapse.
“…There… Mmm, it hurts… it hurts…”
“What’s wrong?”
Suddenly feeling a warm flow of lubrication, Lin Xingling stopped to investigate.
He could feel that this time he had really finished, Cheng Che wrapped his legs around him and cried, begging him not to stop.
The whole person was warm and hot.
“Xingling, I-I don’t hurt.”
It was the first time like this, and Lin Xingling’s nervous mind was blank. After finally getting into the mood, he remembered that he couldn’t just enjoy it by himself.
He had to do it together with his sweetheart.
“Good.”
Skillfully finding the right spot, he started with slow and firm touches, then quickly picked up the pace.
“Slow… please… please, slower.”
For a moment, Cheng Che didn’t know where to put his arms. His clenched fist lifted and dropped… Suddenly, his whole body trembled with spasms, and he grabbed Lin Xingling’s neck, leaving marks on his back from uncontrollable strength.
If it was like this, the psychological satisfaction outweighed the physical pain.
When it came to technique… he couldn’t expect too much from his husband, who had remained chaste for over twenty years.
Lin Xingling naturally didn’t know what he was thinking. Seeing Cheng Che sobbing and crying, he thought he was doing a great job.
Somehow, he felt good about it.
Afraid that Cheng Che would lose control and break his nails, Lin Xingling held his wrists and pressed them onto the bedding.
“Be good, you won’t get hurt.”
…
That night, Cheng Che was like a small boat in the surging waves, and the words in his mouth were shattered by the turbulence.
Until the end, when he was on the verge of collapse and wanted to grasp anything to distract his attention, Lin Xingling held his wrists, preventing him from grabbing anything.
Lin Xingling looked at him with a dazed expression, unable to bear his suffering and tearful eyes, feeling a mix of emotions inside.
He finished.
When he wanted to leave, Cheng Che held him tighter, making it even harder to move.
Not obedient.
The child wasn’t obedient.
Cheng Che was always greedy when it came to Lin Xingling.
…He wanted to have all of his reactions, to receive everything from him. Just like the first time, it couldn’t be wasted.
“Mmm… kisses, entanglement.”
That night, his beloved man didn’t hold back.