Chapter 1 – Brother Is Awesome
Read more: The Socially Anxious Streamer Only Talks Online – Chapter 1
There were still five minutes left until nine in the morning.
In the brightly lit study, a fair hand gently placed a freshly steeped cup of chrysanthemum tea beside the computer.
The owner of the hand then skillfully turned on the computer and launched the streaming software.
Once everything was ready, he picked up the cup, lowered his eyes, and took a slow sip to soothe his throat.
His long eyelashes veiled his eyes, hiding the nervousness within.
The clock ticked to exactly nine.
The man sitting in front of the computer took a deep breath and lifted his beautiful eyes. He pressed his lips together, gave himself a silent pep talk, and then clicked to start the livestream.
A cheerful boyish voice rang out:
“Hi everyone, I’m your streamer, Shi Cha. Today we’re going to…”
Shi Cha had been streaming for three months now, but even today, he still got nervous before every session.
Three months ago, he had graduated from the best voice acting program in the nation’s top performing arts school. But after graduating, he didn’t choose to become an actor or a voice-over artist. Instead, he took refuge in the world of anime and became an anonymous voice streamer who never showed his face.
Hiding behind a screen felt like wearing a thick mask—no one knew who he really was.
He was like a snail curled up in its shell, slowly reaching its feelers out into the world of the internet.
At nine in the morning, there weren’t many people in the stream. After all, Shi Cha didn’t show his face, wasn’t signed to any platform, and had no promotional traffic support.
The few dozen people online were his regulars—viewers who had been drawn in by his voice over the past three months.
Shi Cha’s streams were simple: he entertained by dubbing videos in various voices, or playing games while using different vocal personas, including but not limited to “dreamy heartthrob,” “cool older sister,” “cute loli,” and “mischievous boy.”
In fact, even the bright and energetic teen voice he was using now wasn’t his real voice.
He carefully concealed everything, terrified someone might uncover his real-life identity. Getting “unmasked” was the ultimate punishment for someone with social anxiety.
Half an hour passed quickly, and Shi Cha took another sip of water.
“It’s time to start the giveaway I promised yesterday! The prize is 66 Fish Biscuits and a custom voice request.”
The giveaway ended shortly after.
Shi Cha scrolled with his mouse, his voice light and cheerful.
“Congrats to the viewer named [ILoveGreenTea]—the prize has been sent! What voice would you like to request?”
As he spoke, he had already launched his favorite game, deftly typing in his account credentials and logging in.
Once he was in the game, he finally looked back at the prize winner’s request.
However, when he saw the winner’s request, Shi Cha nearly spat water all over his screen.
[ILoveGreenTea]: [“QAQ, Cuncun, can you play a game using a green tea “clip voice”?”]
(Note: “green tea” refers to a fake sweet girl persona; “clip voice” means a high-pitched, deliberately cutesy voice.)
[ILoveGreenTea]: [“A few days ago, a girl using a green tea clip voice kept calling me ‘Brother Jungle’ and begged me to carry her in ranked. But after I carried her all the way to King tier, she deleted me!”]
[RandomUser]: [“Brother Tool-man, you’re asking Cuncun to use a clip voice—but how do you even know that the girl using the clip voice was really a girl… and not a dude?”]
[ILoveGreenTea]: [“…Brother, you just stabbed me right in the heart!”]
[ILoveGreenTea]: [“QAQ I don’t care! Cuncun, you have to go jungle using a green tea clip voice and keep calling your teammates ‘Brother’—I need catharsis!”]
[Chat]: [“……”]
Shi Cha: ……
You want catharsis? More like you’re taking revenge on me.
Shi Cha was a hundred percent unwilling, but after three months of online training, his social anxiety had improved quite a bit—at least when he was online. In fact, he was starting to get a little too comfortable… though that only applied to the internet.
Shi Cha queued for ranked, and while waiting, he got up to refill his water.
By the time he returned, the match had already started loading.
The position selection went surprisingly smoothly. A pair of players with obvious couple usernames claimed bottom lane and support.
As for top lane, that player’s demand was written loud and clear in their username: [If I don’t get top, I AFK!]
That left just two roles available.
[FGHJKL]: You pick. I’m fine with anything.
Since the guy said that, Shi Cha chose jungle without hesitation and locked in his jungle hero: Beast Spirit Envoy.
The moment he picked that hero, the bottom lane couple instantly showed their discontent.
[QueenOfSwag]: ??? Are you serious?
[SweetBoyfriend]: Beast Spirit Envoy? That’s like the rarest of the rare. Who even plays that? You’re not trolling, are you? Brother, c’mon!
But Shi Cha ignored them completely and locked in his pick. It was final—no switching.
[QueenOfSwag]: ???
[SweetBoyfriend]: ???
[NoTopNoPlay]: ???
Only the guy with the random string of letters said nothing.
The map finished loading, and both teams entered the game.
This was a 5v5 game with top, mid, and bottom lanes. As soon as the match began, the couple duo—support and AD (attack damage)—headed straight for bot lane. Before they left, they didn’t forget to turn on their mic and issue a warning to Shi Cha.
[SweetBoyfriend]: If you don’t know how to jungle, just quietly stay in our jungle. Once my Queen gets her items, she’ll carry the game.
[QueenOfSwag]: Mm.
The other two players headed straight to their lanes without saying much.
Although Shi Cha was socially anxious in real life and almost always complied with others’ requests without question, online was a different story. He had trained in the jungle role for three years—no way was he going to follow some random guy’s commands.
Pressing his lips together, he immediately directed his hero toward the enemy jungle.
Meanwhile, the chat in Shi Cha’s stream was buzzing with commentary.
[Can’tBelieveHeDoubted]: [“Someone actually questioned our Cuncun’s skills? His Beast Spirit Envoy has an 80% win rate!”]
[ColdHeroHotHand]: [“Exactly! Just because the hero’s unpopular doesn’t mean anything. Our Cuncun could go pro if he wanted.”]
Shi Cha wasn’t paying attention to the stream chat.
In the game, a jungler’s first decision is whether to start with the red buff or the blue buff.
Most players go blue first—that way, mana regeneration is boosted early on, so they don’t run out of mana mid-fight. And the hero Shi Cha picked—Beast Spirit Envoy—was especially mana-hungry in the early game. Players who choose him usually always start with their own blue buff.
The enemy jungler, on the other hand, was a physical damage type and didn’t need blue as badly, so he could start with either red or blue.
Just as Shi Cha began attacking the enemy’s blue buff, SweetBoyfriend suddenly spoke up on mic:
[SweetBoyfriend]: Jungler, heads up. Enemy jungler is invading and attacking our red…
And then he saw their own jungler was already in the enemy jungle, taking their blue buff.
????
[LR is the Best]: Support, can you go scout our jungle real quick?
SweetBoyfriend paused, then understood what Shi Cha meant. The enemy jungler had entered alone, so if the support showed up in their own jungle, the enemy might think the team’s jungler and support were working together.
SweetBoyfriend’s reaction: Wait, this isn’t just a jungle swap? This guy took their blue… and he’s planning to take ours too?!
The enemy team had now realized that their blue buff was gone—and that the support was wandering suspiciously through their jungle.
[Enemy Jungler]: Support, come over here—we’ll go for a 2v2.
The enemy jungler was strong before level 4 and had started with red buff. The 2v2 was clearly a plan to take down both Shi Cha and SweetBoyfriend.
But just as the enemy support moved up, Shi Cha bypassed their vision and went straight for their red buff.
He also cleared a few jungle minions along the way, hitting level 3 instantly.
With both supports and junglers tangled in the blue side jungle, the bot lane was left with just the two ADs poking at each other—one shot here, one shot there.
In that moment, Shi Cha landed an E skill, stunning the enemy AD. With perfect synergy, his own AD followed up, and they secured the kill.
First Blood!
[QueenOfSwag]: Nice job!
While Shi Cha secured first blood, the enemy jungler and support not only failed to take their blue, but also ran into SweetBoyfriend and the mid-laner—Mr. Alphabet Guy—who had roamed over to help.
Alphabet Guy clearly had skill. By the time Shi Cha arrived, he had already taken out both the enemy jungler and support.
In a flash, Shi Cha’s team had three kills under their belt.
Alphabet Guy returned to mid lane to keep farming, and SweetBoyfriend headed back down to bot.
After a moment of hesitation, SweetBoyfriend finally admitted: Brother, didn’t expect you to actually be good. My bad for underestimating you.
Shi Cha continued diligently clearing blue buff, not responding right away. Just as the buff was down to its last sliver of health, he finally opened his mic—slow, sweet, and syrupy: “Brother Alphabet~ Your blue buff is all ready~ Come get it~”
[QueenOfSwag]: ……
[SweetBoyfriend]: ……
[NoTopNoPlay]: ……
[FGHJKL]: ???
[SweetBoyfriend]: Brother, stop talking. You’re one of us.
Once Shi Cha started speaking, he realized it wasn’t so hard after all. Pinching his voice, he continued in a deliberately cutesy tone:
“Brother Alphabet~ Don’t send question marks~ Come get your blue buff~ I just took one earlier, this one’s for you~”
Shi Cha chose to “bother” the mid lane for two reasons. First, the bot lane duo was clearly a couple—he didn’t want to mess with their relationship. Second, the mid-laner, Alphabet Guy, had picked the same hero as his idol and secret crush—someone Shi Cha adored.
Alphabet Guy hesitated for a moment, then took the blue buff.
From then on, Shi Cha turned into a social butterfly, fluttering all over the map.
The enemy jungle became his personal XP farm, and any time he ganked top, mid, or bot, the enemy team collapsed.
He especially camped mid lane, his flirty voice floating constantly across the battlefield:
“Brother~ Brother~ I’m here to help you gank again~ Aiya, the enemy mid is totally tilted~ Brother, you’re amazing~”
From the moment Shi Cha turned on his mic, SweetBoyfriend went completely silent.
The three teammates would respond to each of his sugary outbursts with a string of ellipses, signaling that their souls were taking emotional damage.
It wasn’t just the enemy mid who was mentally destroyed—they were, too.
As for Alphabet Guy? He hadn’t said a single word all game. Maybe… he was enjoying it?
The game ended quickly. As their team pushed into the enemy base, Shi Cha chirped one last time:
“Brother~ Brother~ How’s my gameplay? Isn’t it super impressive~?”
The mid-laner—who had been completely silent while being relentlessly flirted with—finally spoke, just as the enemy nexus shattered:
“You’re pretty good.”
Those four words froze Shi Cha in place.
He stared blankly at the giant [Victory] on his screen, his ears ringing with that deep, rich voice.
“You’re pretty good… you’re pretty good… you’re pretty good…”
Panic surged through him. He slammed the power button and dropped his head onto the desk with a loud thud—twice.
Though the reply was short, he recognized that voice instantly.
It was Lin Ran’s.
The same Lin Ran he had a hopeless crush on.
He used the ID [LR is the Best] And he had just spent an entire game shouting things like:
“Brother you’re amazing~”
“How’s my technique~?”
“Isn’t it super impressive~?”
He could feel his scalp go numb.
Help.
“AAAAAAHHHHH—!”
Author’s Note:
The game is loosely inspired by League of Legends and Honor of Kings, but it’s an original PC-based 5v5 game.