LYV

Lower Your Voice – Chapter 14


Chapter 14 — That girl’s dog


After the second class ended, it was the long break period, with music already playing on the school’s broadcast system.

But the sudden downpour caught everyone off guard. Many students who had just stepped out of the building rushed back inside in a hurry.

The rain wasn’t as heavy as last night, but the gusts of wind lifted the papers straight off the desks.

A student sitting by the window let out a startled cry, quickly got up to shut it, and barely saved the papers from being ruined by the rain.

Meanwhile, the broadcast music urging students to head to the field for exercises was still playing.

The classroom waited in silence for it to stop.

“I bet we won’t have to go out for exercises today,” Xiang Weishi said, eyes fixed on the speaker.

“No kidding. Can’t we all see the rain?” Wen Qi rolled her eyes, unimpressed by his pointless comment.

About half a minute later, the music stopped. That meant no exercises—this half hour was now completely theirs to use freely.

The classroom erupted in cheers.

Qi Zhixin tapped the desk with a pointer and reminded them, “What are you so excited about? You’d be better off using the time to do a few more problems. The monthly exam is next week. And if anyone scores second place again instead of first, you’ll all be staying after class to recite lessons for me.”

With that one sentence, the room fell silent. But as soon as the homeroom teacher left, it took only a few seconds before the noise returned.

Nan Xu opened her notebook of mistakes and started reviewing while absentmindedly touching the phone in her bag.

Her thoughts stalled. She had gone to bed last night still thinking about that unpaid bill. With all the academic pressure, she hadn’t slept well, and now her mind felt hazy.

To make matters worse, the moment she stepped into the classroom that morning, Xiang Weishi’s eyes had been on her, following her every move, even though he sat at his desk.

That look almost made Nan Xu feel as if he had noticed something—maybe even recognized her. She stammered, “What… what are you looking at?”

Xiang Weishi frowned, deep in thought. “Haven’t we met before?”

“This outdated pickup line again? Xiang Weishi, are you still half-asleep?” Wen Qi yawned from the back, unimpressed.

“No, really. I’ve seen someone before, and she looked a lot like you,” Xiang Weishi said.

Nan Xu sat down at her desk, arranging her books. Her mind spun rapidly, though her smile looked stiff. She was calculating—what exactly had Xiang Weishi figured out?

Did he recognize her as the girl from last night? Or had he realized the girl at the bar was her? Or worse, that they were all the same person?

After a few seconds, she decided to go along with Wen Qi’s remark. “Maybe you just haven’t been resting well lately. I’ve been here almost a month already, of course you’ve seen me before.”

But Xiang Weishi knew that wasn’t what he meant. He just couldn’t shake the feeling that Nan Xu looked familiar—though he couldn’t pinpoint why.

Was it because he’d been watching too many videos of his goddess? Was he losing it?

Over the past month, the band’s video account had posted a lot of updates—but none with his goddess.

Their lead singer, Cheng Jia, occasionally did livestreams, and Xiang Weishi clicked in every time, only to find no trace of her. Frustrated, he even messaged Cheng Jia directly, asking when his goddess would appear.

Seeing the top fan’s private message, Cheng Jia dug through thousands of videos on her phone and finally sent him one clip featuring Nan Xu—never before posted.

It was a recording of a song the band planned to perform at an upcoming music festival. Since the top fan asked, Cheng Jia sent it early as a private share.

Overjoyed, Xiang Weishi opened it right away. It was an original song—great lyrics, catchy rhythm. After just a couple listens, he was hooked.

Even better, his goddess wore only a mask this time. He still couldn’t see her face, but the familiar feeling was unmistakable.

That night, he watched the video more than ten times.

So maybe he really hadn’t slept well. Maybe he really was imagining things.

“I must’ve been seeing things. Talking nonsense this early in the morning. Don’t take it to heart, Nan Xu.”

He blinked his big eyes as if to sell the excuse that he’d been dreaming.

“…Alright,” Nan Xu’s stiff smile softened a little. “It’s fine.”

Once again, Xiang Weishi’s voice echoed in her ears.

“This rain’s really something. The weather in Zhi’an changes faster than someone’s mood—last night I got completely drenched.”

As he said that, Xiang Weishi suddenly remembered something. He turned to Xie Hejing. “Hey, by the way, did you talk to that girl?”

Xie Hejing didn’t even lift his head. “No.”

“Didn’t you promise yesterday?” Xiang Weishi sounded anxious.

“…Did I?”

“You—!”

Xiang Weishi frowned, annoyed that Xie Hejing wasn’t keeping his word, especially after he’d been so excited last night, eager to see who managed to win over this jerk.

“What did you two promise? Which girl?” Wen Qi asked.

Xiang Weishi turned to her. “Yesterday, when I was at the food street, I ran into Xie Hejing. He was having dinner with a girl. And—” he chuckled, “he even put his jacket over her shoulders! I figure he’s chasing her. Probably trying to build up some chemistry these past few days.”

Nan Xu’s pen froze. She looked over at Xie Hejing, heat slowly rising in her chest again.

What’s going on with her? Why did that smile he gave her in the car yesterday suddenly pop into her head again?

As expected, the moment he heard that nonsense, Xie Hejing turned around and smacked Xiang Weishi on the back of the head. “Quit talking crap. Cultivating what feelings for your sister!”

Xiang Weishi winked at him again, repeating what he’d said yesterday. “Exactly—your sister.”

Seeing how stubborn he was, Xie Hejing’s brow twitched twice. “Nothing happened.”

“Nothing? Then how come you took her out for noodles and put your jacket on her? You never even let anyone touch your clothes during basketball games. Either you’re chasing her, or there’s something fishy.” Xiang Weishi sounded very sure of himself.

“Nan Xu, you tell me. From a girl’s perspective, am I wrong?”

Dragged into the conversation out of nowhere, Nan Xu blinked nervously and instinctively looked at Xie Hejing.

He only arched an eyebrow, twirling his pen casually.

Nan Xu raised her own brows.

What was that supposed to mean? Was he… curious about her answer too?

Afraid of saying the wrong thing, she hedged, “But isn’t Qiqi a girl too?”

“Eh, her personality’s too blunt. She fights better than me. She’d never get this sort of thing,” Xiang Weishi said.

“Xiang Weishi, you idiot. What do you mean I don’t get it?” Wen Qi slapped her pen on the desk. “It’s obvious—he likes her. Definitely.”

Nan Xu thought Xie Hejing would immediately deny it, but when their eyes met again, the amusement in his gaze only deepened.

What on earth…?

Nan Xu lowered her eyes and carefully offered, “Could it be that he was just being kind? Or maybe… like an older brother caring for his younger sister?”

Xiang Weishi burst out laughing. “Xie Hejing doesn’t have a sister. And if he did, she’d definitely be a girlfriend-sister.”

Nan Xu couldn’t tell if it was his laugh or his words that made her cheeks burn.

Then she heard Xie Hejing say, “Yeah, I don’t have a sister.”

But a girlfriend-sister… not yet.

When Xiang Weishi heard that, he laughed like he’d just won the lottery. “See! I told you he admitted it. Hurry up and bring her over so we can all meet her!”

At the mention of meeting everyone, Nan Xu’s fingers tightened. Her whole body seemed to tense up, and when she shifted her leg nervously, it kicked forward for no reason.

Right into the back of Xie Hejing’s leg.

He glanced over lazily, narrowing his eyes.

Nan Xu’s apology was already on the tip of her tongue, but she swallowed it down so Xiang Weishi wouldn’t notice her. She only gave a slight shake of her head.

She didn’t want to go to that dinner. It would only make it easier for Xiang Weishi to recognize her.

Xie Hejing stood up, his gaze flicking past Nan Xu as he tossed his pen back onto the desk with a snap. “Admit it, my ass. I’d never do something that vile.”

His mom treated Nan Xu like her own daughter—like his little sister.

Lusting after your own sister? That was nothing short of inhuman.

Whether or not he actually saw her as a sister… that was another matter.

Xiang Weishi widened his eyes in disbelief, scowling. “Fine, don’t admit it now. Let’s make a bet—when you finally do, you’ll be a dog.”

Xie Hejing stopped mid-step, biting the inside of his cheek. “Whose dog?”

Even if you gave Xiang Weishi a hundred lives, he wouldn’t dare say “mine.” Especially with the way Xie Hejing was looking at him right now—it was terrifying.

He swallowed hard. “H-hers. That girl’s dog.”

At that, Xie Hejing let out a low, mocking laugh. “I’ll be waiting for the day I become her dog.”

But that day would never come.

. . . . .

After afternoon classes, Nan Xu didn’t stay behind to do practice problems. Clutching her phone, she pulled up the map to search for the noodle shop from last night.

Thankfully, she still remembered the name.

The shop was fairly busy. She waited by the door until the rush passed before approaching the owner and explaining why she was there.

The owner thought for a moment, then nodded. He remembered her and a boy eating noodles together the night before. “But the boy already paid.”

Already paid?!

Nan Xu was stunned.

“That’s right,” the owner confirmed again.

On the way home, she clenched the money in her hand, her expression full of frustration.

If he’d already paid, why didn’t he tell her? Why let her overthink it all night?

When the Nan family went bankrupt, the memories of people smashing cars, prying open doors, and demanding money had carved themselves deep into Nan Xu’s mind.

So for her, owing money—even just a few yuan—was something that weighed heavily.

She was upset. To be precise, upset with Xie Hejing.

When she opened the door, Xie Hejing was already home right on time. Zhang Huiwan was still at the office, having called to say the two of them should handle dinner themselves.

Xie Hejing, with his usual self-control, shut off his game despite Xiang Weishi yelling in protest on the other end, and went to cook.

By the time Nan Xu came back, the food was already on the table.

“Eat,” he said.

Nan Xu answered softly, “Mm.”

The atmosphere at the table felt off. Normally, when she and Xie Hejing ate together, she would bring up small topics here and there, and he’d occasionally respond.

Tonight, she stayed quiet. And since she didn’t speak, he was even less inclined to.

The silence stretched.

While picking up a potato, Nan Xu sneaked a glance at him.

He’d already put down his chopsticks, tapping away rapidly on his phone, not even noticing anything was wrong.

Nan Xu sniffed quietly, somehow feeling even more annoyed.

Later, after washing up, she lay in bed with the blanket pulled up, but no trace of sleepiness came.

She wanted to confront Xie Hejing and make it clear that he shouldn’t tease her like that again.

At half past eleven, Nan Xu knew there was no way Xie Hejing would already be asleep.

She got out of bed, picked up a small flashlight, and knocked on his door next door.

Xie Hejing was in the middle of working through a problem. The sudden knocking broke his focus. Irritated, he set his pen down and opened the door.

“What?”

The beam of her flashlight lit up half of the second floor, spilling faintly down toward the first floor.

At that very moment, Zhang Huiwan was still awake, packing her luggage for a flight to Chengyu the next day. She suddenly remembered a document she had left on the living room coffee table when she got home. Worried she’d forget it tomorrow, she went to retrieve it, opening the door without a second thought.

Xie Hejing’s senses were sharp, especially when things were so quiet. The moment he heard the sound, he knew it was Zhang Huiwan coming out.

Before Nan Xu could even speak, he grabbed her and pulled her inside.

Zhang Huiwan, meanwhile, was puzzled. When she had first opened the door, she could have sworn she saw a light upstairs. Yet in the span of two seconds, it had vanished.

She stood there for a while, staring at the second floor, but seeing nothing unusual, she finally let go of her suspicion.

Nan Xu, on the other hand, was stunned. In just a few seconds—right after Xie Hejing had barked “What?”—she was yanked inside. She rubbed her wrist, confused about why she’d been dragged in.

“Didn’t you say I wasn’t allowed in your room?”

Xie Hejing almost laughed from sheer annoyance. “So you do remember. Then why are you knocking on my door in the middle of the night?”

Nan Xu’s hand hovered over the doorknob. “Then I’ll say it outside.”

“Outside? My mom’s in the living room right now. You want her to see you sneaking out of my room at midnight?”

His brow furrowed. He should have just shut the door on her. As far as she was concerned, she wasn’t his problem.

Zhang Huiwan could be lenient or strict depending on her mood, but if she saw the two of them chatting in the hallway at this hour, she would definitely demand an explanation. Then would come a long, tedious lecture.

For a cultured parent, sometimes the scolding could be even more unbearable than a beating.

That’s why whenever Zhang Huiwan was home, Xie Hejing always returned quietly, careful not to be noticed.

If Nan Xu got caught, she probably wouldn’t be scolded much. Even if she was, it wouldn’t bother her. She was so obedient that Zhang Huiwan might even think he was the one corrupting her.

Not that he cared about the blame—but he couldn’t stand those endless lectures. He wondered if she had seen the light just now. The thought made him click his tongue twice in irritation.

“So? What is it you want?” he asked, hands shoved in his pockets, looking at her.

Nan Xu finally remembered why she was there. “Did you pay for the noodles last night?”

Xie Hejing thought for a second. Such a trivial thing, and she still remembered.

“Yeah.”

“Then why didn’t you tell me?” Nan Xu pressed her lips together. “You just let me worry about it all night—did you enjoy that?”

Enjoy it? Not exactly.

It was just that last night, her eyes had been so clear—so clear that he couldn’t help wanting to tease her a little, just to see what emotions would ripple through them.

Realizing what he had just been thinking, Xie Hejing froze for a moment, his expression darkening slightly.

He replied carelessly, “Not bad!”

That only made Nan Xu angrier. Her hand curled into a fist, brows knitted. “Xie Hejing, don’t joke with me like that again. I don’t like it.”

Her hand went back to the doorknob. Guessing that Auntie had probably returned to her bedroom by now, Nan Xu decisively opened the door.

Before leaving, she threw one last line over her shoulder. “Xie Hejing, I’m mad at you.”


LYV

Lower Your Voice – Chapter 13


Chapter 13 — Your baby is here


Nan Xu returned the jacket to Xie Hejing. On the way, she kept feeling like she had forgotten something, but no matter how she tried, she couldn’t remember what it was.

Just as they stepped out of the alley, a loud rumble rolled across the sky, making her chest tighten.

“It’s going to rain,” Nan Xu said, looking up.

She hadn’t brought an umbrella, and Xie Hejing was definitely not the type to carry one.

Sure enough, after only a few steps, fat raindrops began pelting down on their backs. Within moments, Nan Xu’s shoulders were soaked.

The two of them had no choice but to duck into the entryway of a building to wait it out. Rain hammered the ground, pattering and splashing up a damp, earthy smell. Lightning split the distance with a blinding flash—this storm was not going to be small.

Standing at the front, watching the downpour intensify, Xie Hejing let out a cold laugh. Trouble just kept coming tonight.

Without hesitation, he called Zhang Huiwan.

“Xie Hejing, so you do remember to call me. Why is it so late and you still haven’t brought Jiaojiao back?” Her voice on the other end carried obvious worry.

Nan Xu stepped forward, wanting to explain, but Xie Hejing raised a hand to stop her. He leaned against the wall, rain-speckled bangs clinging to his forehead.

“It’s raining here. Sorry to trouble you, but could you come pick us up?”

“Can’t you just get a cab?” Zhang Huiwan asked.

But taxis almost never came through this narrow street at night, and even if one did, it would be a struggle for it to drive in.

“It’s hard to get a taxi here, and I’m fine with that, but your baby is here, you know. Are you sure you’re not going to come and pick us up?”

Nan Xu’s eyelashes fluttered. His tone was lazy, the kind of clear, velvety voice unique to a teenage boy. Against the backdrop of nothing but rain in the night and the shelter of the entryway, the single word “baby” struck something inside her.

It was the first time anyone had ever used that word to describe her, even if it was said half in jest. A faint, inexplicable tremor rose in her chest.

Zhang Huiwan glanced at the clock. “Fine, I’ll come in a bit. Watch over Jiaojiao—make sure she doesn’t catch cold.”

The wind carried rain into the entryway, and with her thin jacket, Nan Xu shivered almost immediately, sneezing.

Hearing that, Xie Hejing tossed his jacket at her.

It was still warm from his body. Nan Xu looked at him—without it, he was only in a thin black long-sleeved T-shirt, the wind whistling through the hall making it obvious he’d be cold too.

“I don’t need—”

“Wear it,” Xie Hejing cut in firmly. “If you catch a cold, don’t expect me to play nurse.”

Nan Xu sniffled lightly. She didn’t need him to take care of her.

But another sneeze slipped out anyway. And then, suddenly, she remembered what it was she had been forgetting.

She had promised to treat Xie Hejing to food—but in the rush to leave the noodle shop earlier, she’d completely forgotten to pay.

When she told him, he just looked lazy and indifferent. “Forgotten, so what?”

Nan Xu shook her head. “But it’s not easy for him to make a living.”

True enough—but Xie Hejing had already paid earlier. She’d just been too focused on her noodles to notice.

“Look at that rain. And it’s not exactly close to the noodle shop. You planning to run back to settle the bill? The place is already closed by now,” he said.

Nan Xu frowned. The idea of owing someone money made her anxious.

Tilting his head, watching her worried expression, Xie Hejing drawled, “Just think of it as a free meal.”

“This is your first time here, so they won’t recognize you, but they should recognize me. If they’re looking for someone, they’ll be looking for me,” Xie Hejing said casually. “What are you worried about?”

“No, it doesn’t matter who they come after. We can’t do this.” Nan Xu’s usually gentle face carried a rare seriousness, making her look almost solemn.

Xie Hejing yawned. “Can’t do what?”

“We can’t owe people money. We can’t just eat and not pay.”

“Mm. Then we’ll talk about it tomorrow.”

Soon, Zhang Huiwan’s car pulled into the alley. Spotting the two of them taking shelter from the rain under the stairwell, she grabbed an umbrella and walked over.

Nan Xu had Xie Hejing’s jacket draped over her shoulders. This detail clearly pleased Zhang Huiwan. “Not bad. You know how to take care of your sister—looks like my lessons didn’t go to waste.”

She never suppressed her child’s playful nature—he could go out and fool around as much as he wanted—but when it came to girls, she demanded politeness, respect, and self-control.

That was her unshakable rule for Xie Hejing.

He answered lazily, “Mm. The famous educator of Zhi’an City, Mrs. Zhang… may your son get in the car now?”

Zhang Huiwan tossed him an umbrella without missing a beat, then turned and ushered Nan Xu into the car.

Once inside, Nan Xu’s nose stung, and she sneezed. Zhang Huiwan quickly adjusted the heater, and the car grew warmer.

“Xie Hejing, what’s wrong with eating at home? Why drag your sister out here to eat this unsanitary street food?”

“Auntie, it was me. I wanted to come.” Nan Xu rushed to explain.

“…” Zhang Huiwan paused. “So… my cooking has gotten worse lately? You two don’t like my food anymore?” Her voice carried a touch of loss, even hurt.

Xie Hejing raised an eyebrow. The great educator Zhang was starting to “act” again.

Nan Xu panicked—she hadn’t expected Aunt Zhang to think that way. Quickly, she blurted, “No, your cooking is still just as delicious as before.”

Afraid her words weren’t convincing enough, she struggled to put her thoughts together to comfort the “wounded” Aunt Zhang. But when she turned her head, her eyes met Xie Hejing’s gaze—those dark eyes glimmering with amusement.

He leaned back in the seat, head tilted slightly, relaxed. The smile curving his lips was vivid, alive—and beautiful.

Nan Xu’s breath caught, her cheeks warming. She thought, maybe it’s just because the car is too hot.

Seeing her still trying to explain, Xie Hejing ran a hand through his damp hair and spoke lazily.

“I’m the one who wanted to come. She was being good, just afraid you’d scold me.”

Nan Xu’s eyes widened in shock—not only because of what he said, but because he had just stood up for her.

It was clearly her idea to come…

Hearing this, Zhang Huiwan chuckled. “Alright then. Since your sister is covering for you, I’ll let it go this time.”

“Mm.” He arched a brow, turned to glance at Nan Xu, and added, “Thanks, little sister—”

In his line of sight, Nan Xu was staring back at him, lips pressed tight, fingers nervously twisting his jacket. And silently, she mouthed a single phrase—

As for what she said…

His gaze dropped to her lips.

The light from the passing cars briefly illuminated her lips, giving them a faint sheen.

His Adam’s apple bobbed.

He hadn’t caught a single word she’d actually spoken.

Seeing the slight daze on his face, Nan Xu leaned a little closer and asked, “Brother, what are you looking at?”

Her lashes fluttered as she looked up at him with innocent clarity.

Xie Hejing let out a low laugh.

So obedient.


LYV

Lower Your Voice – Chapter 12


Chapter 12 — Nurturing a relationship


Xie Hejing had the call on speakerphone, and Xiang Weishi’s voice was a bit loud, so it came clearly through the phone.

The moment Nan Xu heard it, her head shot up.

Could Xiang Weishi be nearby?

Her heart was pounding.

She completely forgot about her noodles and opened her mouth to speak, but Xie Hejing silenced her with just a glance.

“What are you doing at the food street?” Xie Hejing asked, holding the phone as he looked outside.

The food street was crowded, but since the noodle shop was already on the edge of it, a quick scan was enough to see who was around.

But Xiang Weishi wasn’t in sight.

“Isn’t the arcade right around here? Gotta eat first to have the energy to play. Didn’t expect to run into you too—guess there’s no excuse not to go now, huh?”

“Damn, who’s that sitting across from you?” Xiang Weishi asked. “Is that a girl?”

“No wonder you’ve been acting so strange lately. Turns out you’re sneaking off to go on dates without me. Hold on, I’ll come over and check her out myself. I’m almost there anyway. The more, the merrier—we can all hang out together.”

The sudden flood of words left Nan Xu completely overwhelmed.

She grew anxious, quickly digging a mask out of her bag and putting it on, eyes fixed on the noodle shop entrance, afraid Xiang Weishi would show up any second.

Meanwhile, Xie Hejing lounged casually in his seat, lightly tapping the tabletop with his finger.

“Where are you right now?” he asked.

“Just one block away. Gotta say, I’ve got a good eye—anyone else probably wouldn’t even recognize you from afar…” Xiang Weishi said smugly.

“…”

Xie Hejing cut him off mid-sentence and ended the call.

As soon as the call disconnected, Nan Xu stood up. “Then… should I leave first?”

“Do you even know the way?” Xie Hejing twirled the phone in his hand.

Nan Xu shook her head. She only knew the route from the school gate to the bus stop. The rest of the area she hadn’t figured out yet.

Xie Hejing glanced toward the entrance. It wasn’t that big of a deal. At worst, when Xiang Weishi came, he’d just block him.

“What are you panicking for? Just finish your food.”

“I’m full,” Nan Xu replied.

“Really? You sure?” There was still nearly half a bowl left.

Nan Xu nodded. “That’s just how much I normally eat. I just eat slowly.”

“Alright then, let’s go.” Xie Hejing picked up the jacket beside him.

When they reached the door, Nan Xu suddenly remembered what Xiang Weishi had said earlier. “My backpack and jacket…”

She was worried his sharp eyes would recognize her.

Xie Hejing seemed to realize the same thing. With the jacket already in his hand, he simply draped it over her shoulders.

His coat was long and oversized. When he put it on Nan Xu, it looked like a child wearing an adult’s clothes, but it did a good job of covering both Nan Xu’s jacket and backpack.

After more than ten minutes of brisk walking, they were already far from the noodle shop. Just as Nan Xu was about to let her guard down, a voice suddenly rang out behind them—Xiang Weishi’s.

He was half-running, half-shouting.

“Hey, Xie Hejing! Why are you walking so fast? I had to jog just to catch up!”

Xie Hejing bit the inside of his cheek and let out an impatient breath. Persistent as a ghost.

“Brother, don’t let him recognize me.” Nan Xu’s voice was soft, breathless with exhaustion.

Glancing down, Xie Hejing saw her fingers clutching both sides of his jacket, knuckles white from tension and force.

She really was nervous. Realizing that, he uncharacteristically agreed without hesitation.

Nan Xu didn’t want people knowing she was staying at his place—least of all Xiang Weishi, who already kept an eye on their band’s schedule. She didn’t want to risk exposing anything more.

Gasping for breath, Nan Xu felt like her legs weren’t her own. In order to keep up with Xie Hejing’s pace, she had been almost jogging the entire way, and her heavy backpack was painfully digging into her shoulders.

From behind came Xiang Weishi’s hurried, frantic voice again.

Xie Hejing inhaled sharply, a few choice words nearly slipping out directed at him, but with Nan Xu there, it wasn’t convenient to say them aloud.

Their pace quickened, and Xiang Weishi also sped up.

A gust of wind funneled through a narrow alley nearby, catching the hem of Nan Xu’s jacket. She hurriedly tugged it back into place and glanced down, checking that none of her clothes were showing.

Xie Hejing, however, had already set his sights on the alley.

Turning sideways, he led Nan Xu into the alley. As it happened, there were a few households there with some clutter by their doors. Nan Xu stood behind it, and most of her was blocked from view.

By then, Xiang Weishi finally caught up. He bent over, panting so hard he could barely string words together.

“You… you guys… why’re you walking… so fast?” He looked about ready to collapse on the spot.

But even in his exhaustion, he craned his neck, eyes darting past Xie Hejing, trying to see who was behind him. That curiosity was half the reason he’d chased them so hard in the first place.

The figure looked vaguely familiar, but he couldn’t quite make out her face.

Nan Xu had her back to them, Xie Hejing’s jacket covering everything Xiang Weishi might recognize. With the clutter shielding her and the glare of the streetlamp behind, unless he pushed past Xie Hejing, there was no way he could tell who she was.

“What the hell are you following us for?” Xie Hejing asked, clearly annoyed.

“Hey, am I interrupting something?” Xiang Weishi grinned.

He rose on tiptoe, straining to catch a glimpse of Nan Xu’s profile. “I’m just curious, that’s all.”

At that, Nan Xu ducked her head even lower.

Xie Hejing shifted his stance, blocking her completely. “What’s there to be curious about?”

Seeing their seamless coordination, Xiang Weishi immediately caught on, stepping back a few paces with a knowing smile.

“You two…” Xiang Weishi raised his brows, tapping his index fingers together suggestively.

Nan Xu couldn’t see the gesture, but Xie Hejing caught it clearly. He knew if he didn’t play along, Xiang Weishi would only pester them more.

So he gave a casual, noncommittal grunt.

“Holy shit, shit, shit!” Xiang Weishi suddenly shouted.

Hiding behind, Nan Xu had no idea what kind of silent exchange was happening between the two. She only found his sudden outburst strange—and loud enough to startle her. Jumping a little, she accidentally bumped the cabinet beside her. Glancing around nervously, she worried they’d wake someone.

“What are you yelling for?”

Nothing irritated Xie Hejing more than trouble, yet tonight trouble seemed to be knocking on his door nonstop.

Finally, Xiang Weishi came down from his shock. “Well, in that case, let me treat you guys to a meal.”

Xie Hejing didn’t budge, expression unreadable. Xiang Weishi tilted his head, calling past him toward Nan Xu. “Hungry? Little sister, I’ll treat you! No need to be so shy.”

The words “little sister” seemed to be torn apart and poured into Xie Hejing’s ears. His eyes grew cold: “Xiang Weishi, who are you calling ‘little sister’? Who is your ‘little sister’?”

Xiang Weishi blinked.

Wait… was this—was he jealous?

He’d never seen Xie Hejing like this before. It felt like he’d stumbled upon a whole new side of him, and honestly, the trip here was worth it just for that.

But the warning flashing in Xie Hejing’s eyes was so sharp it made him shiver. Xiang Weishi shrank back slightly, hastily softening his tone.

“Your sister, obviously. I meant your sister.”

“Seriously though, Xie Hejing, are you coming to the arcade or not? Everyone’s still waiting. I slipped away from the group to find you. And look at this—you didn’t even tell me when you two started… hehe, knowing each other. Don’t you think you should share a little?”

With a grin, he fell back into his usual teasing. So that’s why Xie Hejing had been acting strange the past few days. Turned out he was busy… nurturing a relationship.

“No time. I have to walk her home.”

No matter how Xiang Weishi angled himself, he couldn’t get a glimpse of the person behind Xie Hejing.

So now he was even hiding her away? It was unexpected, but judging from how protective Xie Hejing looked, there was no way he’d get to see her tonight.

Still… there would be other chances. Sooner or later, he’d find out who the girl was.

His phone buzzed nonstop, friends urging him to hurry back.

Xiang Weishi sighed helplessly. “Alright, alright. Let’s sit down and talk properly sometime, yeah? Litt—” He swallowed the last syllable under Xie Hejing’s icy glare. “I don’t have time today. Tomorrow, let’s get together. It’s my treat.”

Someone called again, rushing him, and Xiang Weishi jogged off.

Only when his footsteps faded did Nan Xu finally let out the breath she’d been holding, relief flooding through her.

“He didn’t recognize me, right?”

“No.”

“And tomorrow…” She’d heard him say they’d meet again.

“Forget him.”


LYV

Lower Your Voice – Chapter 11


Chapter 11 — With me here, just be bold and do it.


By this hour, the main gate was already locked. Day students who wanted to leave now either needed a leave slip or had to wait until the evening study session ended—but that wouldn’t be until eleven.

Teachers on patrol passed by the teaching building from time to time. The two of them stood at the stairwell corner outside, glancing toward the school gate. Several security guards were stationed there, standing so alert it looked as if even a mosquito flying past would get a second look.

“What should we do?” Nan Xu looked at Xie Hejing. The sky was already dark, and she had never gone home this late before. “Will Auntie worry if we get back too late?”

She was overthinking it. Xie Hejing coming home late was almost routine. And besides, it was only eight o’clock. Zhang Huiwan never worried, as long as he didn’t cause trouble and kept his grades near the top. At most, she would call him later to check on him later.

But if Nan Xu were to come along, the situation would be different.

His mom really did seem to treat Nan Xu like her own daughter.

Sure enough, when Xie Hejing pulled out his phone and opened WeChat, his screen was flooded with messages from Zhang Huiwan.

Since Nan Xu didn’t bring her phone to school, Zhang Huiwan had no choice but to message Xie Hejing. Nearly a dozen texts were asking when they were coming home, along with several missed calls. But since Xie Hejing’s phone had been on Do Not Disturb, he hadn’t heard a thing.

He raised an eyebrow and switched Do Not Disturb off.

Never thought he’d one day experience this kind of smothering maternal love…

Expressionless, he sent back a single reply: [On the way.]

Then he leaned out, glancing again at the cluster of guards—each of them as tense as fighting cocks, eyes locked on the gate as if to say, “not even a mosquito will get past us.”

Without hesitation, Xie Hejing turned back and said, “We’ll take the back gate.”

“Huh?”

The thought of going there again made Nan Xu lift her eyes toward the sky. The moon hung high, and even though she knew there wouldn’t be any strange noises this time, that place still felt unbearably damp and eerie.

“Can we not?” she asked carefully.

“Sure,” Xie Hejing’s lips curved. “Then wait till eleven to go home.”

And with that, he strode off, leaving Nan Xu no time to hesitate.

Eleven? No way—she still had things to do.

Watching his figure disappear into the dark, Nan Xu stomped her foot, bit her lip, and hurried after him.

The two of them returned to the school’s back gate.

It was better here—only one guard on duty, who usually stayed inside the security booth with limited visibility.

After watching for a while, Xie Hejing confirmed that the guard was fully absorbed in his phone. He scanned the area, locked onto a blind spot in the guard’s line of sight, and started forward.

Nan Xu didn’t dare make a sound, afraid of alerting the guard, and could only follow quietly behind him.

The spot where Xie Hejing planned to climb over just happened to be right next to a small bamboo grove.

In the darkness, the bamboo forest looked even deeper and more sinister than it had at dusk.

When the wind stirred, Nan Xu couldn’t help doubting her earlier assumption. Maybe those classmates hadn’t imagined the crying sound near the window after all.

“It’s so dark here!” Nan Xu couldn’t help but whisper.

Xie Hejing, however, remained calm. After a few quick glances to confirm the direction, he slipped into the grove.

Inside, unlike outside where a few streetlights still lit the way, it was pitch black. The ground alternated between stones and mud, but Xie Hejing moved without the slightest hindrance, walking steadily and swiftly.

Nan Xu was struggling. She could barely see the path beneath her feet, each step difficult. She wanted to keep up with him, but his stride was long and his pace quick.

Several times she nearly lost him. After much hesitation, she finally reached out and grabbed the corner of his shirt.

Feeling the tug on his clothes, Xie Hejing paused for a beat. His gaze dropped briefly, but he said nothing, simply continued forward with her in tow.

To Nan Xu, Xie Hejing felt like her last lifeline in this dark bamboo grove. She clung tightly to his shirt, yet even that didn’t seem enough.

The place was terrifying. Her courage wasn’t great to begin with, and on top of that, she suffered from night blindness. If she lost him now, she’d probably wander for an hour and still never find her way out.

Her steps quickened, hand reaching again for his clothes—but suddenly she stepped on a stone, stumbled forward in panic, and her fingers brushed against Xie Hejing’s hand.

Nan Xu didn’t even notice, too focused on watching her footing.

But Xie Hejing felt it immediately. That cold touch sent a jolt of electricity shooting through him, racing from his fingertips through his whole body. He froze on the spot, his voice rising a notch. “What are you doing?”

His abrupt stop gave Nan Xu no time to react.

She crashed headlong into his solid back. Rubbing her nose, she felt a sting that made her eyes water before it finally eased.

“I didn’t do anything!”

Nan Xu looked up, honestly bewildered. She had just been walking normally, trying to keep up with him—how could that count as doing something wrong?

Xie Hejing curled his fingers slightly, watching her innocent, wronged expression. His pulse hammered in his temple, and though he wanted to snap, he almost found it absurdly funny.

“You—”

“Brother, keep your voice down, you’ll draw the guard,” she reminded him kindly.

Xie Hejing: “…”

He swallowed his temper, frowned, and pressed on.

But the farther they went, the closer Nan Xu stayed.

“Keep your distance.”

What he got in return was her soft, fragile whisper: “Brother, I’m scared.”

Usually, whenever he came out like this, it was with Xiang Weishi—carefree, joking the whole way, never the least bit afraid. If not him, then Wen Qi, who was bold enough to complain that they were too slow.

But Nan Xu was different. She had always been driven to and from school by her family, obedient and well-behaved. Climbing walls, sneaking through bamboo groves at night—those were things she’d never even imagined.

Without realizing it, her hand had slipped from his shirt to his arm, gripping it tightly.

“Brother, slow down a little. I can’t see very well.”

…That way of addressing him again.

A shadow flickered in Xie Hejing’s eyes, and his voice stiffened slightly.

“Got it.” After a pause of a few seconds, he added, “Troublesome.”

But even as he said that, he really did slow his pace, and with Nan Xu still holding onto his sleeve, she finally felt much more at ease.

When they reached the wall, Nan Xu froze. She knew Xie Hejing could vault over it easily, but with her complete lack of athletic ability, that kind of height was basically impossible for her.

Before she could say anything, Xie Hejing crouched down, beckoned her with his hand, and then pointed at his shoulder.

“Step on me. Climb over.”

“Huh?!” Nan Xu gasped in shock.

Step on him?

“Don’t understand?” He raised an eyebrow.

Nan Xu shook her head quickly. “I understand, I understand.”

But when she lifted her foot toward his shoulder, she still hesitated. She had never stepped on anyone before. With her weight, wouldn’t it hurt him?

Xie Hejing, however, was too lazy to think further. He reached out directly and, without question, took her foot, placing it firmly on his shoulder. “In a moment, brace yourself with your hands and use some strength to flip over,” he paused, seemingly thinking of Nan Xu’s pitifully thin arms, unsure if she had the strength. He then added, “If you can’t get over, I’ll catch you from below. With me here, just be bold and do it.”

Nan Xu froze at that. For the first time, she felt her face heat up.

When she didn’t answer right away, Xie Hejing frowned. “Is there a problem?”

“No.”

She braced both hands on the wall and used every ounce of strength she had, finally managing to scramble up, though she only ended up sprawled across the top.

He vaulted over after her, then helped her down on the other side.

The moment her feet hit the ground, Nan Xu felt her heart finally settle.

She glanced at his shoulder, now marked with two dusty shoe prints. Without thinking, she reached out and brushed at them.

Xie Hejing turned away. “Let’s go.”

After all that, Nan Xu was already starving. Conveniently, the road they had landed on led straight to a lively night market.

The sounds of chatter and sizzling food reached her ears, and the scent of grilled snacks made her stomach growl.

She jogged a few steps to catch up with him. “Brother, let me treat you to dinner!”

During their last phone call, Wen Qiu had worried about her. Even though Nan Xu insisted she didn’t need it, Wen Qiu still transferred her a decent amount of living expenses. Nan Xu had been careful with it, usually picking only the cheapest dishes in the cafeteria.

But treating Xie Hejing to a meal—she didn’t feel the least bit reluctant.

After all, he had cooked for her so many times.

“If we eat, it’ll be even later getting home. Aren’t you worried my mom will get anxious?” Xie Hejing arched an eyebrow.

“Then you can tell Auntie I was hungry and you just came with me. She won’t blame you.” Nan Xu tilted her head up at him.

“Tch. Why would she blame me? I’m not the one who wants to eat.” He scoffed.

“Exactly. So, shall we?” Nan Xu’s eyes curved with her smile.

Xie Hejing didn’t reply, but this whole stretch was lined with street stalls. Eating here with Xiang Weishi had never been a problem.

“This whole row is full of the unhealthy stuff your aunt warned you about. You still want to eat here?”

Nan Xu lowered her head in thought. If she was treating him, then yeah… this kind of food really wasn’t the best choice.

“Then what do you want to eat? We’ll go wherever you’d like.”

Xie Hejing glanced around, considering which places nearby would meet the “acceptable” standard.

Nan Xu thought he actually wanted to eat from these stalls but was only holding back because of her.

“If you want to eat this, it’s fine. I—”

“Covering for me?” His gaze returned to her. “Just like last time, you say you’re covering for me, but you actually just want to eat it yourself?”

At that, Nan Xu blinked, a little guilty. “This time I really mean it.”

“Alright. I’ll believe you once.”

Not far away was a noodle shop he’d been to a few times. The hygiene was decent.

He pulled out his phone and quickly tapped out a message to Zhang Huiwan.

[I’m hungry. Just happened to have Nan Xu keep me company for dinner.]

Zhang Huiwan: [You can’t eat by yourself?]

Xie Hejing chuckled: [So I eat and let her just sit there and watch?]

Zhang Huiwan: [Don’t let Jiaojiao eat anything dirty or unhealthy, you hear me?]

He raised a brow, glancing at the girl beside him who barely reached his chest. His mom sure was attentive.

[Got it.]

When he tucked his phone away, Nan Xu asked, “Did you tell Auntie?”

“Mm.”

Nan Xu looked around at the glowing neon signs. The street was lined with all sorts of food stalls, the air thick with the scent of cumin. She swallowed.

“What do you want to eat?”

Before long, they reached the noodle shop. Xie Hejing tilted his chin toward it. “Noodles.”

“Noodles?” Nan Xu echoed, a little stunned. “You mean… just noodles?”

She’d been preparing herself to treat him to a whole feast and was already thinking about how to explain it to Auntie later. But in the end, he only wanted noodles.

“What’s wrong? Not satisfied?” Xie Hejing asked lazily.

“No, no, that’s fine.”

The place was small and unassuming, the kind of shop most people would walk past without noticing. The menu on the wall didn’t seem to offer anything particularly special either, and Nan Xu couldn’t quite figure out why he’d chosen it.

“Do you eat here often?” she asked.

“A few times.”

Seeing customers, the owner came out from the back wearing an apron. “What’ll you two have?”

Nan Xu stared at the menu on the wall, hesitating. Most of the noodle options leaned toward the spicy side.

Ugh! She didn’t really like spicy food at all…

“Wow, all of these look so spicy!”

Xie Hejing paused, about to suggest they go somewhere else, but the owner quickly recommended, “We also have non-spicy options: winter melon shrimp noodles, tomato beef noodles, and minced meat egg noodles. All non-spicy.”

“Then I’ll have the winter melon shrimp noodles,” Nan Xu said with a smile.

“Then you…” The owner turned to Xie Hejing.

“The same.”

The noodles arrived quickly. Nan Xu took her bowl but immediately felt a little regret.

“You don’t like it?” Xie Hejing asked.

“No, it’s fine—I just forgot to ask for no scallions.”

His phone rang. Seeing the caller, Xie Hejing’s brows furrowed.

“You better have a good reason.”

“Of course I do! Going out, obviously. Why stay home so early? I heard the arcade we passed last time just opened. Let’s go check it out.”

Nan Xu picked through the tiny scallions in her bowl. The more she tried, the tighter her lips pressed together.

This is so hard… and I’m so hungry!

“No time.” Xie Hejing pressed a hand to his lips and coughed lightly.

Nan Xu looked up, thinking he was about to say something to her.

But instead, he picked up the phone with one hand, took her bowl with the other, and casually began picking the scallions for her.

Nan Xu froze for a moment, but Xie Hejing’s movements were so natural, as if he had done this countless times before.

Her lips curved slightly, and she said nothing, focusing entirely on him.

“You know, nine out of ten calls you say you’re busy. What are you even doing?”

“Picking scallions,” Xie Hejing said nonchalantly.

“What?!”

Xiang Weishi’s voice suddenly shot up a few decibels—Nan Xu even heard it—so she looked up.

Xie Hejing held the phone farther away. Xiang Weishi, still in shock, asked again, “What are you doing… picking scallions?!”

“Mm.” His voice was calm and flat.

Xiang Weishi panicked even more. “Xie Hejing, if you’re not on the next season of <King of the Kitchen>, I’m not even going to watch it. All that effort of yours, cooking one moment and picking scallions the next, won’t be for nothing!”

“Alright, fine. We’ll talk next time. Hanging up now.”

After ending the call, Xie Hejing finished picking the scallions in Nan Xu’s bowl and handed it back to her.

Nan Xu was like a cat waiting to be fed. When the bowl was placed back in front of her, she eagerly took a bite before remembering to say thanks.

Xie Hejing finished his own noodles in a few quick slurps. Across from him, Nan Xu still ate delicately, taking small, careful bites—she had always been graceful when eating.

Riiing—riiing—

The phone rang again.

It was still Xiang Weishi calling. Xie Hejing’s eyes darkened with impatience.

“What is it this time? Say it all at once.”

But the voice on the other end was a little excited.

“Hey, I saw you.”


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Lower Your Voice – Chapter 10


Chapter 10 —Finish what you were saying, I’m too what?


To be honest, Nan Xu felt a bit uneasy about those words.

The way it sounded already had that classic “meet me after school to settle a score” vibe, and coupled with Xie Hejing’s rather cold and harsh voice, the feeling became even more intense.

She really couldn’t figure out how she might have offended him again.

If she had to guess, maybe it was that “Brother” she’d blurted out this morning.

After all, Xie Hejing had made it very clear before: outside of home, the two of them had nothing to do with each other.

So at school, Nan Xu did her best to avoid him. They spoke so little to each other that it was as if they were complete strangers.

Even when the four of them ate together in the cafeteria and she often ended up sitting across from him, they never exchanged so much as a glance. Whenever she spoke, Wen Qi and Xiang Weishi would respond warmly—but never Xie Hejing.

How could she have been so careless? Maybe it was because, under Aunt Zhang’s iron rule these past two days, Xie Hejing’s attitude toward her had softened a little. He’d even asked her what she wanted to eat. That tiny bit of warmth had made her lower her guard.

The dismissal bell rang right on time, but Nan Xu stayed put, quietly working through problems without even lifting her head once—though her mind was drifting elsewhere entirely.

Only when the classroom noise slowly faded, one classmate after another leaving, and the school broadcast began playing that day’s program—a slow, beautiful song flowing gently through the speakers—did she finally put down her pen.

She looked at her scrap paper. Aside from the scribbled calculations, there were only two words repeated over and over: Don’t go.

Hmph, she definitely wasn’t going.

But… Aunt Zhang had said she was only back for a few days to handle some business. The day after tomorrow, she’d be leaving on another trip—this time for a whole week.

Nan Xu still felt uneasy being alone in that big house, and Xie Hejing’s cooking was really good. She would probably have to rely on him again during this week.

Rubbing her eyes, she glanced at the empty seat beside her, wondering if its owner had already gone to the back gate.

She hesitated.

Maybe… she should just go a little later. At least that way, the storm could be delayed.

“Xuxu, why aren’t you leaving yet? It gets dark earlier these days—head home soon,” Wen Qi reminded her as she finished packing her bag.

“Mm, okay. See you tomorrow.” Nan Xu forced a smile.

But the smile quickly faded, growing faint before disappearing altogether.

She checked the time. It had already been half an hour since school ended. The senior building wasn’t far from the back gate—just a fifteen-minute walk. She’d delayed far too long.

“Hey, Nan Xu, did you see Xie Hejing?”

Xiang Weishi came back after dumping the trash, setting the bin back by the back door, breathing hard.

“He… already packed up and left.”

To be precise, he’d left as soon as class ended.

Even though she had her head down writing at the time, Nan Xu hadn’t missed a single movement from the row in front of her.

“Left early again? What’s with him lately? Heading home so soon every day,” Xiang Weishi complained.

Early? That’s not early at all. Isn’t it normal—finish school, go home for dinner, then do homework?

“How long do you guys usually stay out after school?” she asked cautiously.

“Usually? Eight or nine, sometimes ten. We hang out a bit, play some games, just relax. Xie Hejing’s parents are away a lot, and he doesn’t really have a curfew.”

At this point, Xiang Weishi looked completely baffled. “A few days ago I even asked him why he’s been so punctual lately. He said he had to go home and cook. What a joke—just order takeout and be done with it. And since when has Xie Hejing been all about eating healthy and green?”

“I suspect…” Xiang Weishi trailed off, waggling his eyebrows at the empty seat beside him.

Nan Xu caught on quickly. “What?”

“He’s probably training for <King of the Kitchen> or something.” Xiang Weishi said it with a perfectly straight face.

“Pfft…”

Nan Xu couldn’t hold back her laughter.

But only a few seconds later, she sobered. If Xie Hejing had been here and heard that, his face would probably be as dark as thunder.

Right—he was still waiting for her at the back gate.

She glanced at the clock. In the span of just a couple of sentences, another five minutes had slipped by. Nan Xu shot to her feet.

“What’s wrong?” Xiang Weishi asked, confused.

Nan Xu stuffed her notebook into her bag. Her hand paused on the strap when she thought she saw a familiar figure standing just outside the back door—Xie Hejing.

Maybe he’d run out of patience and come to block her in the classroom.

Her heart lurched. She hurried her movements. “I just remembered something—I’ve got to go.”

But when she looked again, the figure by the door was gone. Nan Xu frowned.

Did she imagine it?

The path from the classroom building to the back gate was probably the most secluded stretch in the whole school. Since dismissal had been a while ago, she hardly ran into anyone along the way.

A bamboo grove lined the path. At first, students had thought it was a nice place to enjoy some fresh air, but then strange rumors started to spread—about hearing sobbing among the bamboo at dusk.

At first no one believed it, but after a few claimed they had heard it themselves, the grove gradually became something of a forbidden spot. Fewer and fewer people came by.

Nan Xu glanced at the setting sun far off on the horizon. The warm orange glow reassured her a little—it meant there was still light left.

She wasn’t familiar with the school’s ghost stories. But she hadn’t known the way to the back gate, so during break that morning she’d asked Wen Qi. Wen Qi had pointed it out—and, with no shortage of enthusiasm, shared all the creepy rumors along with it.

Now, facing the rustling bamboo ahead, the sun dipping behind the hills, the wind stirring fallen leaves around her feet, Nan Xu’s heart thudded violently in her chest.

Bracing herself, she pressed forward—until suddenly a building loomed into view. A half-fallen sign hung above it, with the words: Equipment Room.

An abandoned equipment room.

Goosebumps broke out all over her skin. Nan Xu drew a deep breath as she hurried past, not daring to glance inside.

But just as she was about to pass it—

Creeaak—

The door swung open.

Nan Xu kept her head down, pretending she hadn’t heard a thing. But then, a hand shot out from inside and yanked her in.

In a flash, she froze, her breath caught in her throat, on the verge of screaming.

A hand clamped over her mouth.

At once, the faint, sharp scent of cedar drifted in—like the chill of cold air, cool and distant.

She knew that scent—Xie Hejing.

With her head tilted back, Nan Xu lowered her gaze. Her lashes, dark as crow feathers, trembled ever so slightly, betraying the panic still coursing through her.

She noticed the faintest mole on the back of his hand, right along a vein. As his grip tightened, the mole shifted up and down. Somehow, the sight steadied her racing heart.

When he saw her calm down, Xie Hejing let go. Dropping his gaze, he watched her trying to catch her breath, and said flatly, “Took some effort to get you here. An hour.”

Nan Xu was still patting her chest, brows furrowed. She must have walked too slowly on the way, delaying him that long.

Clearing her throat, she asked cautiously, “What… did you want to talk to me about?”

Xie Hejing remained silent, simply ignoring her.

Outside, a sudden gust of wind rattled the old, rotting windows. The sound carried an eerie wail to it, and Nan Xu suddenly understood the rumors about this place.

Still, she had no desire to stay in the abandoned equipment room any longer.

She stole a glance. The room was filled with dusty desks and chairs, except for the one before her—where Xie Hejing leaned back, posture straight and composed. He seemed completely unfazed by the unsettling noises around them.

His hands were in his pockets. A soft light streamed in from the window, and Nan Xu saw his profile: smooth lines, a lazy expression, and lowered eyelashes. The young man’s maturing Adam’s apple looked a little prominent.

One foot propped casually on a broken-legged stool.

Back and forth, he rocked it.

Nan Xu stayed silent. He stayed silent.

The creaking filled the room.

Xie Hejing was too good at wearing people down.

Until finally, Nan Xu couldn’t take it anymore. She spoke, shattering the tense stillness.

“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have called you ‘Brother’.”

Head bowed, she looked every bit like a child admitting her mistake.

At her words, the creaking stopped. Xie Hejing’s lashes lifted slightly, and at the mention of her calling him ‘Brother’, he let out a cold laugh.

Then he remembered the sight of Nan Xu’s hand resting on Xiang Weishi’s arm. His gaze dropped to her right hand.

Her nails were neatly trimmed, faintly pink, her slender white fingers clutching the hem of her shirt—betraying her nervousness.

Finally, he spoke.

“What, playing brother-sister games with Xiang Weishi isn’t enough? You want to play them with me too?”

“Nan Xu, weren’t you supposed to be such a good girl?”

“Has your true nature been revealed?”

He lowered the foot resting on the stool, bent at the waist, and leveled his gaze with hers.

His voice was unexpectedly lazy, his posture even more casual, yet Nan Xu still caught a faint sense of pressure in it.

She even felt as if the air around her had been taken away, making it hard to breathe.

Biting her lip, she stepped back.

Xie Hejing noticed her retreat, raised an eyebrow, straightened up, and half-sat on the desk with his arms crossed, watching her lazily.

“I wasn’t playing any brother–sister game with him. I was actually going to call you today, but I was afraid he might misunderstand.” Nan Xu blurted out in one breath.

Xie Hejing paused for a few seconds but still didn’t speak, so Nan Xu hurried on.

“And he’s actually really nice. He didn’t embarrass me—he even helped me pick up my vocabulary notebook.”

Xiang Weishi, nice?

Then who wasn’t nice? Who did embarrass her? Who didn’t help her pick up a notebook—who was that supposed to be?

Xie Hejing narrowed his eyes.

Blinking her big eyes at him, Nan Xu didn’t understand why, after she had explained herself, he looked no more at ease. Instead, his brows were furrowed, and he seemed faintly angry.

Half a minute passed…

“You like him?” Xie Hejing bit off the words, his brows sinking, not realizing his fingers in his pocket were slowly clenching.

“Like…” Nan Xu’s throat caught. Three seconds later she realized who he meant. “Xiang Weishi?”

The words slipped out before she could stop herself, and she rushed to deny it: “No way.”

“No way?” Xie Hejing repeated.

Nan Xu nodded, then felt it wasn’t enough and nodded again, more firmly. “Mm, no way.”

Xie Hejing’s lips pressed into a thin line. A few seconds later, Nan Xu finally heard him say:

“One game, one companion is enough.”

“Game… companion…”

Nan Xu didn’t understand what he meant.

“Don’t go messing with anyone else.” He paused, met her confused gaze, and said it outright. “Don’t call Xiang Weishi ‘Brother’ again. Even if he agrees, it’s not allowed.”

His voice was heavy. Nan Xu couldn’t help but be drawn in by his eyes.

That gaze—like a wild wolf closing in on prey, deciding whether she could be devoured piece by piece. It was wild, dangerous, predatory.

The wind outside grew stronger, howling like ghosts around them. Nan Xu’s heart trembled. With that terrifying look in his eyes and those incomprehensible words, she suddenly felt a wave of grievance rise in her chest.

Before she knew it, tears spilled from her eyes without warning.

“W–what game? What messing with people? I didn’t mess with anyone. Why did you have to bring me to such a scary place? You’re too—”

“Who’s there?” A rough male voice suddenly shouted from outside.

Nan Xu’s protest was cut short. Her lashes fluttered as she turned toward the sound.

Flashlight beams pierced through the window glass. By now school had been over for quite a while, the students long gone, and even the security guards had begun their patrol.

Seeing the light, Xie Hejing turned his head. Catching sight of Nan Xu’s reddened eyes and the teardrops clinging to her chin, he froze for a split second—then reacted quickly, pulling her down with him under the desk.

The frigid scent grew even stronger, and tears welled up in Nan Xu’s eyes. She couldn’t help but make her breathing very, very soft.

Because with every tiny inhale, her nose was filled with that scent—chilling, yet strangely alluring.

The shimmer of tears in her eyes slowly faded.

The security guard drew closer, and the flashlight beam grew brighter.

“Who’s there? Which student is hiding in there? Come out now, or I’ll call the grade director!”

Nan Xu hadn’t been at school for long, but she had already seen the grade director a few times—his temper was notoriously bad, often scolding students until they cried all the way from his office back to class.

Hearing the voice getting closer, Nan Xu’s breath tightened. She reached out and clutched Xie Hejing’s sleeve, gripping harder the nearer the guard came.

Just as the guard reached the window and shone his flashlight inside, Xie Hejing shifted, pulling Nan Xu further in with him.

The space between them vanished in an instant.

Nan Xu held her breath. At this distance, she could easily make out the excessive length of his lashes, the straight bridge of his nose, and the warmth radiating from him.

But in doing so, they stayed safely out of the guard’s line of sight.

The flashlight swept across a pile of broken equipment, revealing nothing of the two crouched under the desk. After pausing a while and convinced nothing was amiss, the guard finally left.

Xie Hejing was the first to stand, while Nan Xu remained squatting on the ground.

He reached down and pulled her up—meeting a pair of clear, black-and-white eyes, pure as autumn waters, innocent and bewildered.

Xie Hejing’s breath caught. His Adam’s apple bobbed a few times before he tilted his chin slightly, the corner of his lips curving upward.

“Finish what you were saying. I’m too what?”

Nan Xu drew in a breath. Seeing the faint smile flickering in his eyes, she said sharply—

“You’re too mean.”


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Lower Your Voice – Chapter 9


Chapter 9 — before you know it… she’s your little darling.


All day Saturday, whenever Zhang Huiwan saw Nan Xu going upstairs or downstairs, she would call Xie Hejing over to escort her.

Probably because Zhang Huiwan was present, Xie Hejing never refused even once. Nan Xu, however, was always nervous every single time.

Fortunately, her scrape wasn’t too serious, and by the next day, the pain had lessened significantly.

By Sunday noon, Nan Xu was sitting on the sofa watching TV. After scanning through the channels for a while, she realized she hadn’t watched TV in a long time, and she had no idea about the plots of many newly aired shows.

In the end, she settled on a cartoon she had seen many times before. Though familiar and no longer exciting, it was enough to serve as background noise.

The phone rang—it was her mom, Wen Qiu.

Nan Xu quickly answered and greeted sweetly, “Mom.”

“Hey, Jiaojiao, are you happy these days? How’s your studies, are you keeping up?” Wen Qiu’s voice was gentle and natural.

Even though nothing particularly upsetting had happened, hearing her mother’s voice made Nan Xu feel like crying.

“I’ve been happy, and I’m keeping up with my studies… I just miss you and Dad,” she said, her voice trembling.

Wen Qiu comforted her for a while. “Jiaojiao, don’t worry. Dad just fell asleep. I’ll go back to the hospital later and have him video call you.”

Nan Xu’s father, Nan Xiaocheng, has heart problems. He had been greatly stressed recently, so even the slightest emotional fluctuation worries the family.

Now that he was finally resting peacefully, Nan Xu didn’t want to disturb him.

Nan Xu quickly declined, “No, no, let Dad focus on his treatment. I’ll listen to Auntie and Brother Hejing. The environment at No. 1 High School is great, and I’ll be adapting well. Mom, take care of yourself and don’t overwork yourself.”

She didn’t want to worry her mother, so she deliberately steered the conversation toward happy topics: being praised on her English quiz, friends from No. 3 High School contacting her and planning to visit soon…

Mother and daughter chatted joyfully.

At that moment, Xie Hejing happened to come in, holding a phone in the middle of a call.

As soon as he entered, Nan Xu’s voice was picked up and transmitted through the phone.

Xiang Weishi, who had been casually chatting, suddenly sat up and turned up the volume. “Xie Hejing, whose voice is that? Sounds like a girl.”

Xie Hejing glanced at Nan Xu.

Still immersed in her conversation with her mother, Nan Xu noticed him and waved. She then used a toothpick to eat a piece of pear. Her mouth was full, so her words were slightly muffled, but her happiness was clear.

He lowered his gaze, hit mute, and quickly returned to his room.

Meanwhile, Xiang Weishi continued to press on, unwilling to let it go. Xie Hejing frowned and replied bluntly, “It was just the TV. You misheard.”

“Really?” Xiang Weishi asked.

“Believe it or not,” Xie Hejing said casually.

Xiang Weishi said “Oh,” unsatisfied but unable to question further, and returned to his own topic.

“Remember the last time we collided with that guy playing basketball?”

“Yeah.”

“He wants us to play again next week.”

Play basketball or hitting people? Xie Hejing sneered.

Xie Hejing already had an aggressive playing style, and Xiang Weishi, though looking funny, played similarly fiercely.

When the two teamed up, their chances of winning were ridiculously high. Anyone who knew them, unless on their team, wouldn’t want to face them—unless they had a very high ego—otherwise, they were just setting themselves up to get beaten.

Last time, he had run into someone stubborn and hot-tempered, and a conflict had broken out. What was originally a small matter, Xie Hejing hadn’t taken seriously—but now it seemed the other person still cared and had come back to confront him.

“Got it. Send me the time on my phone.”

Calm and casual, he completely ignored the other person.

After hanging up, it was already 12:36—lunchtime.

Xie Hejing used to only eat when he was hungry, or just grab something casually, but lately his meal times had become as punctual as work hours.

He tossed his coat aside and went downstairs. Suddenly, he remembered that when he had first opened the door, Nan Xu had been talking on the phone: “I really like Brother Hejing’s cooking. It’s so good, much better than what I make myself.”

The TV was still playing cartoons. Nan Xu had already finished her call, sitting with her back to Xie Hejing and scrolling on her phone.

Xie Hejing passed behind her and set his phone on the table.

A soft sound drew Nan Xu’s attention.

“Brother, you’ve come down.” Nan Xu said, smiling.

“Mm.”

Zhang Huiwan was at the company handling things, so it was just the two of them having lunch.

Nan Xu said excitedly, “Brother, can I make lunch today?”

She had just been talking to her mom about meals, explaining that Xie Hejing usually cooked for her. Wen Qiu had reminded her that she shouldn’t just let others do everything—it wasn’t good.

Nan Xu agreed and, worried that Xie Hejing might not trust her cooking skills, added quickly, “I promise there won’t be any food poisoning.”

“I’m not hungry enough to need an injured person to cook for me,” Xie Hejing said.

Nan Xu replied, “My injury shouldn’t be a problem, right?”

“Take care of it,” Xie Hejing paused, then said lightly, “Unless… you want me to send you every day?”

Send her?

At first, Nan Xu didn’t react. After a moment, she realized what he meant, her eyes widening, and she hurriedly explained, “No, Brother, you should still cook. I’ll do it next time.”

She turned her head. It was quiet behind her. She thought Xie Hejing had already gone into the kitchen, so she peeked quietly—but happened to meet his gaze.

“What do you want to eat?”

Nan Xu was startled. This was the first time Xie Hejing had actively asked her what she wanted to eat. Before, he hadn’t bothered to ask—he’d just set the food on the table and let her eat if she wanted. Fortunately, Nan Xu wasn’t picky and always ate happily.

“…Braised pork?” she asked, smiling slightly. Her two small dimples stood out prominently.

Xie Hejing didn’t answer immediately, and her smile disappeared instantly.

“Never mind if it’s too much trouble.”

Her dimples vanished.

He averted his gaze from her face, picked up his phone, and walked toward the kitchen. “I can do it.”

“Ah, thank you, Brother!”

The next day was Monday. The school had a flag-raising ceremony starting at 7:30 AM.

It was now 7:15 AM. The class monitor was holding the class flag on the podium, urging everyone to head to the playground.

Half the class had already left. Some went in a scattered line, while others lingered at their desks, dawdling and thinking about which books to bring.

There was a vocabulary dictation in the next period. Nan Xu wanted to take her vocabulary notebook with her to review for a bit. She bent down and searched for it, but the desk drawer was full of materials, and for a moment she really couldn’t remember where she had put it.

Seeing that it was already 7:20 AM, any later and it would be too late.

Nan Xu gave up and thought it might be easier just to take her English book downstairs.

Unexpectedly, when she pulled out the English book, the vocabulary notebook tucked inside came out with it—flying out, but landing squarely under the front-row seat.

In the senior year of high school, students kept a lot of stuff around their desks—boxes, books all around. Nan Xu looked at the vocabulary notebook, feeling helpless, as it was in a spot that was difficult for her to reach.

Coincidentally, Xie Hejing hadn’t left yet. Without thinking, she called out, “Bro—”

Only after saying it did she realize something was off. At home these past few days, she had been calling him “Brother,” but suddenly at school, her brain hadn’t caught up.

“Who are you calling ‘Brother’?” Xiang Weishi, sitting in front, turned with a smile. “Don’t tell me you’re calling me!”

That “Brother” was definitely heard by the two people in the front row. Xie Hejing didn’t turn around; he just kept organizing his papers without a pause.

Unable to explain, Nan Xu decided to go along with it: “…Yes.”

Xiang Weishi froze for a second, raised his eyebrows, and grinned so wide he could barely close his mouth. He patted Xie Hejing beside him like crazy. “Xie Hejing, did you hear that? Someone called me ‘Brother’! Wow, it feels amazing!”

Having such a pretty, obedient female classmate call him “Brother” was extremely satisfying. Xiang Weishi felt like he could brag about it forever.

“Hey, I’m an only child. I’ve never had anyone call me ‘Brother’ before. Hearing it all of a sudden… I kind of want my mom to have another daughter!” Xiang Weishi sighed, but didn’t forget to look at Xie Hejing, hoping for a reaction.

“Xie Hejing, what if I named my sister ‘Xiang Xiaohua’?”

Xie Hejing stood up, dodging Xiang Weishi’s playful pats. “You’re ridiculous. Sounds like a joke.”

His gaze swept past Nan Xu and quickly moved away. As he passed by her desk, he muttered to someone—or maybe no one in particular—“Hurry up, we’ll be late.”

Nan Xu’s eyelashes fluttered.

“Got it, right away.” Xiang Weishi bent down to pick up his book, and when he looked up, Xie Hejing had already walked far ahead.

His eyebrows immediately shot up—why didn’t he wait for him?

Turning back, he saw Nan Xu still sitting at her desk. He chuckled, “Walking together?”

“Ah, okay.” Nan Xu was still a little dazed but quickly remembered the real reason. “Could you help me pick up my vocabulary notebook?”

Xiang Weishi looked down. The stack of books on the floor next to Xie Hejing leaned against a small pink notebook. The handwriting was neat and elegant, clearly carefully organized.

He picked it up in one go and placed it on Nan Xu’s desk, rather generously. “Come on, little sister, let’s go to the flag-raising.”

On the way, Xiang Weishi kept mulling over something.

“You know, why does me wanting a little sister sound like a joke? I have to ask Xie Hejing later.”

Nan Xu thought for a moment. “Maybe it’s because the name you chose sounds like one.”

“Name?” Xiang Weishi repeated. “What’s wrong with ‘Xiang Xiaohua’? Isn’t it cute?”

“It just sounds a bit like it,” Nan Xu reminded him.

Xiang Weishi stood still, muttering to himself: “Xiang Xiaohua1… Xiang Xiaohua2… sounds like ‘Xiang Xiaohua’… like a joke… hmm, it really does a bit.”

By the time he came back to his senses, Nan Xu had already walked a short distance ahead.

Xiang Weishi immediately called out for her to wait and ran to catch up, walking shoulder to shoulder with her.

Class 17 was located in the middle section of the playground. Many students had already gathered, and the teacher was standing on the stage at the front, constantly urging everyone to get back to their classes. The flag-raising ceremony was set to start in just three minutes.

The weather wasn’t great today; the air was misty and still. The class flags hung limp, making it hard to spot Class 17.

Nan Xu and Xiang Weishi searched for a while before finally finding their class by spotting the classmates in orange vests.

Xiang Weishi was easygoing and friendly, able to chat with anyone. Many students in other classes knew him.

As they walked toward their class, someone from the neighboring class recognized him.

“Isn’t that Xiang Weishi? Who’s that with him? They look pretty close.”

“My friend is in Class 17. Her name’s Nan Xu.”

The two classes were very close. Xie Hejing, hearing Nan Xu’s name, momentarily lifted his gaze from the book in his hands.

The voices continued: “She just transferred here. Looks super innocent. A few days ago, I even walked by their classroom door a few days ago to take a look—totally wasn’t exaggerating.”

Nan Xu and Xiang Weishi were getting closer to their class.

One of the speakers suddenly raised their voice, smiling at Xiang Weishi: “Hey, Xiang Weishi, who’s that with you? You two seem really close!”

Following the sound, Xie Hejing looked over. Nan Xu and Xiang Weishi were walking together, chatting and laughing. Their atmosphere was completely harmonious—not like when she was around him, like a frightened little quail, trembling at every move he made.

His gaze fell solely on Nan Xu. She was smiling, eyes curved, hair occasionally falling around her ears, carrying a trace of innocence that made it easy to… be deceived.

“They look good together!” the person said again.

Only then did Xie Hejing glance at Xiang Weishi and scoff at the comment.

Those few students in Class 16 often joked around with Xiang Weishi; usually it was harmless. But this time, Xiang Weishi immediately panicked: “What are you talking about? She’s my classmate! She just called me ‘Brother’!”

He didn’t want that messy nonsense to tarnish the pure, newly formed, unshakable sibling-classmate bond he had with Nan Xu.

Hearing this, the person turned slightly, lowered their voice, and said something to the person next to them—Nan Xu and Xiang Weishi didn’t hear, but Xie Hejing did, clearly: “It always starts like this—first you call him ‘Brother,’ then ‘Little Sister,’ and before you know it… she’s your little darling.”

Xie Hejing’s expression involuntarily darkened.

Xiang Weishi kept his head down, walking forward, complaining about picking up the wrong book. He didn’t notice that at his pace he was almost about to bump into someone, still focused straight ahead.

Nan Xu called out to him, but he didn’t respond.

Seeing he was about to collide with someone, she quickly ran a few steps, grabbed his arm, and pulled hard enough to make him stop.

Realizing what happened, Xiang Weishi hurriedly thanked her.

Nan Xu smiled and said it was fine as long as no one got hit.

This little interaction didn’t escape the eyes of the two students from Class 16—it served as perfect evidence to support their earlier conversation.

“Hey, hey, hey! Did you see that? I told you—they’re already holding hands!”

“I see it, I see it! Whoa, this girl is so beautiful! Xiang Weishi is one lucky guy!”

Xie Hejing turned his gaze to the hand Nan Xu had just brushed against Xiang Weishi’s, and his expression gradually darkened.

“Hey, hey, hey! It’s noisy over here. Can’t you hear the flag-raising ceremony is starting? Do I have to call out your class name to make you quiet?” The teacher on patrol walked by, pointing at the students who had been talking.

Immediately, the surrounding classes fell silent.

Nan Xu stood in the line. Class 17 didn’t have many girls, so she was at the end of the girls’ row, with the boys’ line stretching far beside her.

Next to her was Xie Hejing, who had come down early.

He held a book in his hand but raised his eyes to stare into the distance. Nan Xu only glanced briefly and silently recited vocabulary in her mind.

The flag-raising ceremony, along with the principal’s speech, took a total of half an hour.

When it was finally over, Nan Xu felt someone brush her arm, and a familiar voice spoke right beside her:

“After school, wait for me at the back gate.”


  1. 向小花 (Xiàng xiǎohuā) ↩︎
  2. 像笑話 (Xiàng xiàohuà) ↩︎

LYV

Lower Your Voice – Chapter 8


Chapter 8 — Stripping your brother’s clothes so late at night… is that really appropriate?


A pair of Xie Hejing’s shoes appeared in front of her, and a bit of his pant leg came into view as her gaze moved slightly upward. Nan Xu didn’t dare to look up, let alone see what expression he had on his face.

Her hand was still clutching tightly onto the fabric.

All she could think was, “what a terrible start.”

If she could rewind time to just moments ago, she would have gone straight to sleep, planned everything carefully, and at the very least avoided acting so recklessly. If only…

But Xie Hejing didn’t give her the luxury of regret.

He lowered his gaze at the girl on the floor, who was staring fixedly at the fabric in her hand without saying a word, and slowly crouched down.

“What, do you like this shirt so much? Want me to take it off and give it to you?”

Startled, Nan Xu’s eyes shot up—and there he was, suddenly filling her vision.

His posture was relaxed and casual, with one hand resting on his bent leg. His fingers, long and slender, hung down, and the veins on the back of his hand were visible.

Looking higher, Nan Xu finally realized what she was holding onto—his shirt hem. And because of that tug, every last button on his shirt had popped open.

Nan Xu: “!!!”

Her breath caught in shock and she quickly averted her eyes.

She hadn’t said a word, but her expression told the whole story—confusion, shock, and frustration flickering across her face in an instant.

Xie Hejing raised the corner of his eyes. “Little sister—”

His voice was lazy, drawling, without the slightest trace of anger.

Nan Xu clenched her fingers, ready to apologize, when two seconds later he spoke again.

“Stripping your brother’s clothes so late at night… is that really appropriate?”

He tilted his head, smirking with mocking arrogance.

Nan Xu’s face flared scarlet, her heart pounding wildly. She stammered before managing to string a sentence together.

“I—I just opened the door, tripped, and fell.”

In other words, grabbing the corner of his shirt had only been an accident.

Xie Hejing nodded, rose to his feet, slipped his hands back into his pockets, and said offhandedly,

“Mm. I saw.”

“Then why didn’t you help me up?” Nan Xu asked, sounding a little aggrieved.

She had always been pampered. As a child, if she fell, she expected to be soothed; as she grew, if she fell, she expected someone to help her up.

“I thought you did it on purpose,” Xie Hejing said, his eyes darkening. “After all, what are the odds? Just as I walked past, you happened to open the door and fall?”

On purpose…

At that, Nan Xu’s eyes flickered. She had deliberately chosen that moment to open the door, but she certainly hadn’t intended to fall.

“I didn’t do it on purpose,” she said firmly, lips pressed tight.

“Another coincidence then?” Xie Hejing asked.

“…Yes.”

“You sure do have a lot of coincidences.”

Nan Xu bit her lip, at a loss for how to respond.

Outside, the wind picked up, sending a draft sweeping through the room. Xie Hejing expressionlessly began fastening the buttons she had undone.

The night wind was cold, and the floor even colder. Nan Xu, pampered as she was, also had a delicate constitution—she’d been prone to chills since childhood. If she stayed like this, she was bound to catch a cold.

Xie Hejing frowned. “How long are you planning to sit on the floor?”

Nan Xu shifted her leg, and the sharp pain made her suck in a breath. She quickly pulled up her trouser leg.

Xie Hejing looked away.

Only then did Nan Xu notice the scrape on her knee—that explained the waves of pain she had felt.

“My knee’s scraped,” she said softly, tilting her head up at him, her voice trembling.

A scrape was just a scrape, not a broken leg. It wouldn’t stop her from standing—Xie Hejing had been about to say exactly that.

But when he lifted his eyes, he caught sight of her knee, a patch of red, and then those clear, watery eyes staring straight at him.

The words stuck in his throat, and he swallowed them down.

“You’re such a handful.”

His expression dark, he reached out and scooped her into his arms.

She was so light it felt like he wasn’t even carrying anything, but the faint fragrance clinging to her drifted straight into his nose.

It only irritated him more.

“Why are you wearing perfume for no reason?”

Nan Xu blinked in confusion and answered weakly, “I don’t use perfume.”

Xie Hejing: “…”

He quickened his pace, set her down on the bed, and muttered only two words—“Wait here”—before leaving.

Nan Xu sat frozen on the bed. She had only wanted him to help her up, not to carry her all the way back to her room.

Still, thinking it over… if he was willing to bring her here himself, that had to mean their relationship had eased—just a little.

Just as she was feeling she’d made a bit of progress toward her goal, Xie Hejing came back.

He handed her a first-aid kit.

“Take it. Do it yourself.”

“Oh.” Nan Xu accepted the kit, rummaged around for a while, then paused. “Can you… wait until I’m done? After I put the medicine on, you can put the box back.”

Xie Hejing raised a brow. “Mm.”

Nan Xu took out the disinfectant. The moment she dabbed it on, the sting made tears well up in her eyes.

She looked up at Xie Hejing, who just twisted his neck. There was no change in his expression.

With a quiet sigh, she bit her lip and tried again with the cotton swab. It still hurt badly.

By the third try, she just couldn’t bring herself to do it. She was too afraid of the pain.

“Can you help me?” she pleaded. “It hurts too much when I do it myself.”

Xie Hejing let out a short laugh. “What, if I do it you won’t feel pain? You think I’m some miracle doctor?”

“…You could just quickly put the medicine on while I’m not paying attention. Better a quick pain than a long one!”

She had been mentally preparing herself for a long time.

After a while, Xie Hejing still showed no sign of moving.

“Can you?” Nan Xu asked again.

Xie Hejing raised a brow. “Do it yourself if you want,” he said, turning to leave.

Nan Xu grew a little anxious.

“Brother—” she called out.

Something in his head jolted.

He stopped in his tracks and looked back at her, his gaze dark and unreadable.

Nan Xu shrank her shoulders, thinking her voice had been too loud. She lowered it, adding a note of pleading.

“Brother, can you help me put it on?”

Xie Hejing’s fingers tensed. His nerves twitched violently, and after a long silence, he walked over and took the cotton swab from her hand.

Nan Xu was scared of the pain, and even more afraid of the anticipation of it.

“Don’t tell me when you’re going to put it on. Just do it—don’t give me time to brace myself.”

At that, Xie Hejing’s movements were sharp and precise. He grabbed the disinfectant and cotton swab and went straight to work.

Nan Xu cried out with each touch.

“Don’t shout, it’s distracting,” he muttered while working.

But Nan Xu couldn’t help it.

“Then I’ll be quieter,” she said, biting her lip.

Xie Hejing said nothing and kept going.

Nan Xu drew in a deep breath, clenching her teeth to stop herself from crying out.

Why did putting medicine on a scrape hurt so much?

She decided to distract herself.

Her gaze fell on Xie Hejing crouched in front of her, reluctantly helping her. Despite his reluctance, she noticed his touch was careful and gentle.

Unable to help herself, she smiled and asked, “Do you think… our relationship is a little better now?”

Xie Hejing’s hand paused. He easily caught the meaning behind her words. “You want to get on good terms with me?”

Nan Xu nodded, her eyes glimmering with a hint of inquiry and a little pleading.

Unexpectedly, Xie Hejing said, “Do we really need to be on good terms?”

“…!”

Yes!

But Nan Xu didn’t say it aloud—afraid he would press for a reason.

In the end, Xie Hejing stopped halfway through putting the medicine on, leaving Nan Xu blinking in disbelief. She called his name several times, but couldn’t get him to come back.

She had no choice but to grit her teeth and continue on her own.

As a result of the scrape, Nan Xu walked with a noticeable limp. To avoid aggravating her knee, she had to descend the stairs slowly the next morning.

This worried Zhang Huiwan terribly. She glanced at her and immediately set down the breakfast she was preparing, rushing over to support her. “Jiaojiao, what happened? Where are you hurt?”

Nan Xu’s eyes flicked to Xie Hejing, sitting at the breakfast table. He was eating calmly, not showing the slightest intention of coming over, not even looking in her direction.

Hmm! This frosty relationship looks like it still needs some work.

“I fell last night and scraped my knee a little,” she explained.

At that, Xie Hejing slowed his pace of drinking his porridge.

“Does it hurt? Should Auntie take you to the hospital and get it checked?” Zhang Huiwan asked.

“It’s okay, Auntie,” Nan Xu reassured her. “The medicine helped a lot, and it doesn’t hurt much now.”

Xie Hejing finished his bowl of porridge swiftly.

“Should we have your brother Hejing bring your breakfast up to your room?” Zhang Huiwan suggested.

He froze for a moment.

It was the weekend—a whole day to spend with Xie Hejing. Nan Xu appreciated her aunt’s thoughtfulness; this way, she could avoid extra walking.

But ordering Xie Hejing around might make his impression of her worse.

“No need, Auntie. I can manage,” she said.

Zhang Huiwan didn’t press. She simply called out to Xie Hejing, “Hejing, come help your sister down.”

Nan Xu tensed immediately and tried to refuse. Zhang Huiwan, however, kept reassuring her: don’t worry, he won’t drop you.

Nan Xu blinked. This wasn’t about being dropped—she worried that Xie Hejing might be unwilling but would still be forced to carry her. If that happened, improving their relationship would become even more impossible.

After waiting for a while, but hearing no refusal from Xie Hejing, Nan Xu glanced at his back in confusion.

He rose, taking long strides as usual, and soon reached her side. Like the night before, he lifted her into his arms.

At the same time, that faint fragrance once again enveloped Xie Hejing, subtly trying to get closer. His hand grew a little stiff.

Nan Xu noticed his stiffness and felt uneasy herself.

Zhang Huiwan reminded him, “Hejing, steady yourself. Carry Jiaojiao to the table first, then you can take her upstairs later.”

Later too?!

Nan Xu swallowed nervously.

“Mm,” Xie Hejing’s voice sounded near her ear.

Nan Xu was even more stunned.

Her thick, dark eyelashes cast a shadow below her eyes, and they were trembling slightly at that moment.

Zhang Huiwan ate quickly—weekends meant time with the kids, but she had no such luxury.

“Hejing, Jiaojiao, I’m off to the office. Call me if anything comes up.”

“Mm.”

“Okay, Auntie. Be careful on the road.”

With a click of the door, she left.

The two of them were left staring at each other.

Nan Xu looked down at her bowl and continued eating. After a while, noticing that Xie Hejing had nearly finished his meal, she quickly said, “I can go upstairs by myself later. You can get on with what you were doing.”

Xie Hejing glanced at her lazily, ignoring her words. “Hurry up and eat. Don’t hold me up from clearing the table.”

Nan Xu wanted to argue that she could help, but seeing the look in his eyes that brooked no refusal, she gave up.

Determined to improve their relationship and erase the bad impression left by all those previous “coincidences,” she dug in, eating and drinking with all her might. Unsurprisingly, she choked a little, tears springing to her eyes. She patted herself on the chest and finally swallowed the bite stuck in her throat.

Xie Hejing frowned. “Why are you eating so fast?”

“You told me to hurry and eat,” Nan Xu mumbled weakly, her eyes red, brimming with a hint of watery grievance.

His Adam’s apple bobbed as he grew slightly irritated. “Eat at a normal pace.”

“Oh.”

Nan Xu had always taken small bites. If she ate too fast in the past, Wen Qiu would remind her to slow down. This habit stuck, and during school lunch breaks she often only ate half before rushing off to afternoon classes.

Now, eating at her own pace, it took a while for her porridge to decrease noticeably.

She glanced nervously at Xie Hejing, expecting him to urge her to eat faster—but he just sat there, silent, occasionally flicking a glance her way to see how she was doing.

Half an hour later, Nan Xu pushed her empty bowl forward. “I’m done.”

“Mm.”

Xie Hejing nodded and got up to clear the table.

Nan Xu tried to help but was immediately shut down by a sharp, “Don’t get in the way.”

Within just a few minutes, Xie Hejing was standing in front of her.

Seeing his stance, Nan Xu paused. “Are you really going to carry me upstairs?”

“Stop dawdling.”

“Oh.”

This time, Xie Hejing didn’t seem as stiff as before, which made Nan Xu feel a little more relaxed. She smiled brightly and thanked him in a cheerful tone.

Back in her room, Nan Xu looked at the scrape on her knee and thought about Xie Hejing’s behavior earlier.

Clearly, he didn’t dislike her.

Maybe when he said there was no need for them to get on better terms, he had been teasing her.

Nan Xu picked up her phone and opened Xie Hejing’s WeChat, quickly typing out a few words:

[Brother, can you help me put the medicine on again?]

A few seconds later, she added: [I can’t do it myself.]

Xie Hejing saw the messages. Just a few cold, plain words—completely lacking the helplessness and pitiful charm she had felt in person—and he snorted.

[No time.]

Xie Hejing replied quickly, and Nan Xu’s expression darkened.

A few seconds later, another message popped up.

Nan Xu felt a surge of joy. Had he changed his mind?

[If it’s nothing important, don’t bother me. Even if it is, it’s best not to.]

Alright… it was just her imagination after all.


LYV

Lower Your Voice – Chapter 7


Chapter 7 — I want to go into… a friend’s room…


Nan Xu suspected she had made him angry.

While Zhang Huiwan was away these past few days, Xie Hejing still took care of the meals as usual, but he barely acknowledged Nan Xu.

He spoke even less than when she had first moved in.

But it didn’t really seem like anger—after all, nothing about him looked unusual. He just didn’t talk to her much, almost as if he were ignoring her.

Then again, maybe that was just how he always was. Aside from those times when she was bullied, he was nothing but a block of ice.

Sigh.

Nan Xu squeezed her pen, uncertain. She had never been good at picking up on subtle emotions, always realizing things only after the fact. This time, she found herself spacing out in class.

Even at lunch in the cafeteria, sitting across from Xie Hejing, she kept her eyes lowered and ate in silence, unlike the past few days when she would chat and laugh with Wen Qi and Xiang Weishi.

How was she supposed to get Xie Hejing to calm down—or at least mend things with him so she could get her bracelet back?

An apology would only make him pause for half a second and nothing more. As for gifts, she had already tried that a few times, only for him to reject them every time.

Nan Xu felt deflated. She couldn’t think of a good solution.

She had been absentmindedly stirring the food in her bowl with her chopsticks for who knows how long when Wen Qi suddenly placed the chicken leg from her own tray onto Nan Xu’s plate, snapping her out of her thoughts.

“Eat more. You look so out of it these past two days,” she said with a smile. “You can tell us what’s wrong, you know.”

Nan Xu lifted her gaze and stole a glance at the silent Xie Hejing beside them.

Hearing this, Xiang Weishi swallowed his soup. “Yeah, just say it. Look at how worried you look.” He set down his chopsticks. “If it’s about schoolwork, I can help!”

Wen Qi gave him a look of utter disbelief. “You?”

“What about me?” Xiang Weishi lifted his chin. “I’m still in the top two hundred of our grade, okay?”

“The exams haven’t even started yet. How do you know Nan Xu isn’t better than you?” Wen Qi turned her head toward Nan Xu. “Nan Xu, how were your grades back at No. 3 High School?”

Nan Xu paused. Zhi’an No. 1 and No. 3 were on opposite ends of the city, but the two schools had always been rivals, competing neck and neck every year.

“Not too bad…” Nan Xu replied.

Xiang Weishi immediately brightened. “See, I knew it!”

“Top twenty,” Nan Xu added.

Xiang Weishi blinked. What kind of answer was that—coming out in two parts?

Wen Qi chuckled. “Hear that? And you were feeling smug.”

Xiang Weishi only shrugged, unfazed. “Guess I can’t really help then. But…” He slung an arm over Xie Hejing’s shoulder. “He can.”

“I’m not exaggerating—my spot in the top two hundred is thanks to him. With Xie Hejing around, as long as you’re not completely hopeless, you’ll be fine. Want to see your parents smile? Want to watch your rank shoot up? Want to—” Xiang Weishi was preaching with enthusiasm.

“Want to die? Then come find me,” Xie Hejing cut in lazily.

“…” Xiang Weishi choked on his words, nearly suffocating on his own breath.

Nan Xu glanced at Xie Hejing very quickly and then lowered her eyes again.

See? She must have made him mad.

Xiang Weishi froze, his arm still draped over Xie Hejing, then cleared his throat and put on a gentlemanly air. “What kind of thing is that to say? Look, you scared her.”

“Scared her?” Xie Hejing raised an eyebrow. “Well then—sorry.”

But there wasn’t the slightest hint of apology in his tone.

“But what I said—you can think about it.”

Xie Hejing finished his meal quickly today, tidied up his tray, and left the three of them behind.

Xiang Weishi frowned. “Why do I feel like something’s off with him?”

“Forget it, let’s not worry about him. Nan Xu, what’s your problem?”

Both of their eyes landed on Nan Xu. She bit her lip, hesitating over whether to say it out loud, but she really couldn’t come up with any solution on her own.

Caught under their expectant gazes, she finally blurted out a classic line: “I have a friend…”

As soon as he heard this, Xiang Weishi knew something was going on, and he immediately smiled, revealing his standard “ready for gossip” expression.

Wen Qi laughed. “Alright, we know it’s you. Just say it, don’t worry.”

“…” Nan Xu lifted her eyes unintentionally—Xie Hejing was already about to walk out of the cafeteria. She pressed her lips together, wrestled with herself for a moment, and finally gathered the courage to speak.

“I want to go into… a friend’s room…” Nan Xu said carefully, trying not to reveal too much.

But the effect was like thunder out of a clear sky—especially coming from Nan Xu, the well-behaved model student. The shock factor was even bigger.

Xiang Weishi’s eyes went wide. “!!!”

“Damn—forced love?”

Wen Qi was startled too. “Like, straight-up pin him down?”

The two exchanged a look, then stared at Nan Xu again.

Who would’ve thought that behind such a gentle, obedient exterior hid such a wild heart!

A soft little girl going for forced love, a sudden bold move—wow, even more exciting!

For once, the two of them were perfectly in sync, and their thoughts were running wild.

What on earth is going on…

Nan Xu was scared stiff by their words and quickly denied it: “No, no! That’s not what I meant. I just… something of mine was taken by him.”

“Oh, so that’s what it is.”

Wen Qi nodded, fell silent for a while, looking like she was thinking deeply. Just when Nan Xu thought she might have come up with a good idea, Wen Qi looked at her seriously and asked, “But… is he handsome?”

“Uh… yes, he is,” Nan Xu answered obediently, though she felt his looks had nothing to do with the matter at hand.

Xiang Weishi groaned in disgust. “You think everyone’s as shallow as you, obsessed with looks?”

Wen Qi shot back indignantly, “So what if I am? At least it’s pleasing to the eye. That’s better than you—liking someone without even knowing what they look like. What’s the point of that?”

“I’ve said it before—I go by feeling. Don’t you get it?”

“Pfft. Don’t want to get it, and not interested either.”

Hearing the two of them about to start quarreling again, Nan Xu hurriedly cut in. “You both have a point, but can you please focus on helping me think of a solution first?”

At that, they finally stopped, though their glares were still shooting daggers at each other across the table. After half a minute, when they finally calmed down, Nan Xu let out a long sigh of relief and continued.

“My relationship with him is… well, anyway, he put my thing in his room, and I want to sneak it back myself. But he never lets anyone into his room.”

Wen Qi went straight to the point. “Then fight him. Win, and take it back.”

“Not everyone is as violent as you,” Xiang Weishi muttered.

He rubbed his chin thoughtfully, then said with sharp intuition, “Why does this sound so much like Xie Hejing? He’s the same way—never lets anyone into his room. Otherwise, he can’t sleep. And I mean for several nights in a row.”

“That serious?” Nan Xu blurted out in surprise. If that was true, then she had really caused trouble last time.

“Don’t tell me it’s actually Xie Hejing!” Wen Qi shot out without thinking, just blurting it out casually.

But Nan Xu’s hand froze around her chopsticks. Her breath caught, and she could hear her own heartbeat pounding in her ears.

Was she really being that obvious?

Luckily, Xiang Weishi—still at odds with Wen Qi—immediately denied it. “Come on, Nan Xu’s only been at No. 1 High School for what, a few days? How many times have you seen her even talk to Xie Hejing? Getting to the point of going into his room? No way. That would mean they’ve known each other for ages. Right, Nan Xu?”

“Y-yeah, right.”

Nan Xu took a deep breath, warning herself silently to stay on guard—don’t say anything that might make people connect this back to Xie Hejing.

Wen Qi raised an eyebrow. “So when did you meet him?”

“At No. 3 High School,” Nan Xu forced a small laugh. “Back when I was still there.”

That should throw them off Xie Hejing’s trail.

“But things aren’t so good between us now. I think I made him angry.”

“…”

After that, Nan Xu finally got a firsthand experience of the saying “three heads are better than one.” On the surface, the three of them were just chatting as they walked back from the cafeteria to the classroom. In reality, Nan Xu barely got a word in—Wen Qi and Xiang Weishi dominated the whole discussion.

Even after school, neither of them left. They stuck around, brainstorming ideas for Nan Xu. The two of them got so into it they even started arguing.

In the end, they came up with a whole pile of “solutions”—whether any of them would actually work was another matter.

Nan Xu’s head was spinning from it all. On the bus ride home, she couldn’t help pulling out her notebook, jotting down each “solution” she could remember.

There were over ten of them. Startled, she quickly looked through them again, crossing out the ones that were far too extreme, trimming and revising until only a few were left.

She stopped writing, holding the notebook carefully with both hands, staring at it intently. Deep down, she couldn’t stop wondering—would any of these really help her patch things up with Xie Hejing?

If she could really improve her relationship with him, then getting the bracelet back would be that much easier.

The bus No. 3 rattled along the road, carrying quite a few students in No. 1 High School’s uniform. Strangely enough, it wasn’t as crowded today.

After riding the same bus so many times without a seat, Nan Xu had finally managed to snag one.

She was so absorbed in reviewing the plans she’d written down in her notebook, running through them again and again in her head, that she almost didn’t notice the old lady sitting beside her leaning toward the old man on the other side and saying, “The kids at No. 1 High School really are disciplined. Look how seriously she’s studying—still memorizing her lessons even on the bus.”

When Nan Xu had first gotten on, she vaguely remembered that same lady chatting about vegetable prices. The sudden shift of topic—and the fact that the compliment was about her—made Nan Xu blush.

Especially since she wasn’t studying at all, just scribbling “plans” in her notebook.

Feeling a little embarrassed, she smiled at the old lady and slipped her notebook back into her bag.

“Did I disturb you, young lady?” the old woman asked, seeing her put the notebook away.

“No, not at all,” Nan Xu said quickly, pointing out the window at the stop coming up. “This is where I get off.”

Standing outside the front door at home, Nan Xu suddenly felt nervous. Normally it wouldn’t matter, but now that she had “intentions” toward Xie Hejing, even the thought of seeing him soon felt different.

She lingered for two whole minutes before finally pushing the door open. But the scene she had braced herself for didn’t happen—Xie Hejing wasn’t home.

Instead, Zhang Huiwan had returned from her trip.

“Jiaojiao, you’re back! Come, let Auntie hug you and see if you’ve lost weight these past few days.”

Her embrace was warm, not overwhelming, but reassuring, the kind that wordlessly told you: I really like you.

Some of the gloom Nan Xu had been carrying all day lifted instantly. Clinging to Zhang Huiwan’s arm, she happily chatted with her.

“No, Auntie, don’t worry. I’ve been eating well.”

Still, Zhang Huiwan looked a little concerned, worried that Nan Xu might be uncomfortable living here but too polite to say so. She turned Nan Xu this way and that, giving her a careful once-over before finally relaxing. “Looks like Hejing’s cooking suits your taste.”

Nan Xu smiled shyly, then casually asked, “Where’s Brother Hejing?”

“He just went out, said he was meeting some friends. Why, Jiaojiao, did you need him? Auntie can call him back.”

Seeing her already about to pull out her phone, Nan Xu quickly said, “No, no, it’s fine. I was just asking. Auntie, how was Chengyu? Did you like the food there?”

They chatted for a while about everyday things, but with her mind still preoccupied, Nan Xu’s energy soon faded. Thinking she must be tired from school, Zhang Huiwan kindly urged her to go rest in her room.

Back in her room, Nan Xu pulled out her notebook again, torn between what was possible and what was impossible.

She didn’t know when she had dozed off, but a sudden set of approaching footsteps—starting faint and growing louder—snapped her awake.

Only then did she realize she was still clutching her notebook in her arms. She straightened up, set it down on the desk, got out of bed, and glanced at the clock: 11:46 PM.

Pressing her ear lightly against the door, Nan Xu tried to make out the steady sound.

The footsteps were slowly making their way from the stairwell.

Suddenly, Wen Qi’s words came back to her:

“Be bold. Take the initiative and make a good impression first.”

Just as the footsteps were about to pass her room, Nan Xu opened the door.

She had planned to pretend she was just stepping out for a glass of water, bump into him by chance, and greet him casually…

And then…

Flustered, she stuck her head out the moment the door opened, but her footing slipped on the carpet. She lost her balance and fell forward.

Instinctively, she tried to grab onto something. She did manage to catch hold of something, but it wasn’t nearly strong enough to support her weight.

With a sharp rip, Nan Xu still went tumbling down.

“Hss—”

Nan Xu sat on the ground for a while to recover, and when the pain subsided, she realized she was still holding something in her hand.

Raising it up, she saw—by the light spilling from her room through the open door—exactly what it was.

A piece of a shirt hem.

Whose?

At that moment, Xie Hejing took a step forward, appearing directly in Nan Xu’s downward gaze.


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Lower Your Voice – Chapter 6


Chapter 6 — I’ll cover for you this time.


The last bell of the day rang—

In an instant, only a few students remained in the classroom.

Nan Xu ignored the bell, sitting upright at her desk, working on problems. The setting sun cast a warm glow across her profile, her eyelashes throwing delicate shadows. Her hair was tied in a ponytail, strands swaying lightly in the soft light.

She worked with focus. By now, an hour had passed since the end of class, and most of the students had already left.

Nan Xu guessed that Xie Hejing probably didn’t want to walk home with her. She had just run into a few tricky problems anyway, so she decided to stay a little longer.

Setting her pen down, she propped her head on her hand, bored, and wondered if Xie Hejing had already made it home.

Her thoughts gradually drifted away from the complex math logic, leaving her wrists and neck aching.

She rubbed her wrists and slowly straightened up, stretching her arms back, tilting her neck side to side, then leaning her head backward inch by inch.

A few strands of hair slipped past her ears, drifting softly in the breeze.

Soon, two figures appeared in her line of sight.

Xiang Weishi and Xie Hejing.

Her gaze settled on Xie Hejing, scanning from bottom to top: white sneakers, then a bright red basketball uniform, accentuating the defined lines of his muscles. He held a basketball securely under his right arm, probably just coming off the court.

The next moment, Nan Xu met Xie Hejing’s eyes. He raised an eyebrow playfully, looking at her with a casual, loose posture. His tone was relaxed: “Quite the coincidence…”

It was so late—yet she was still in the classroom.

Nan Xu froze slightly, a flicker of panic crossing her eyes. Her attempt to stand was clumsy, almost causing her to stumble.

Xiang Weishi quickly stepped forward to help, but Nan Xu’s reflexes were quick; she grabbed the nearby desk and steadied herself, though her heart still raced.

She gave Xiang Weishi a quick nod of thanks.

“Why haven’t you gone home yet? It’ll be dark soon,” Xiang Weishi said, tossing the broom aside and flopping onto the desk like a soft rag.

“I wanted to finish a couple of problems… didn’t realize time passed so fast,” Nan Xu replied, covering her workbook.

Hearing this, Xie Hejing lowered his gaze, shifting his eyes away.

He released the basketball, which bounced twice at the edge of the desk. He didn’t speak, but Nan Xu instinctively felt the message: hurry up and leave, don’t think about walking home with him.

She quietly sped up packing her things.

“The last bus No. 3 leaves at 7:30 PM,” Xie Hejing suddenly said.

7:30 PM!

Nan Xu glanced at the time—it was already 7:12 PM.

Xiang Weishi picked up a practice test and laughed, “Xie Hejing, what’s with your memory? The bus to my house is the No. 5, and the last one doesn’t leave until 10 PM. It’s still way too early.”

Xie Hejing didn’t respond, quietly continuing to pack his things.

Time was running out. Nan Xu decisively put down her workbook and packed away her review book. “I’m leaving. You…” She turned to the two of them. “…you should get home early too.”

Xiang Weishi was still lying lazily on the desk. “Where do you live? Maybe we can go part of the way together.”

“My home is—”

Clang!

Nan Xu glanced over. Xie Hejing had lifted his backpack, but the strap had caught on the desk, scraping the leg against the floor.

“I’m off!”

“Hey, didn’t we agree to go play games at my place later?” Xiang Weishi called out.

“…“ Xie Hejing just left, only his back visible.

“Well, that’s that.” Looks like the gaming plan was canceled. Xiang Weishi felt regret for barely two seconds before turning to Nan Xu. “Do you play games?”

“Ah! I don’t,” Nan Xu said, almost done packing her things, stuffing the last exercise book into her bag. “My home is very close, I’ll be there in no time. Thank you, and goodbye.”

Xiang Weishi: “…“

Sitting alone in the classroom, he pulled out his phone, about to complain that Xie Hejing left first, when he suddenly remembered what he had just said.

Wait a second!

Isn’t bus No. 3 route to Xie Hejing’s home?

He realized it!

Xie Hejing had planned to go home early and even reminded him of the last bus time.

Was that really necessary?!

When Nan Xu arrived at the bus stop, she happened to catch Bus No. 3 pulling in.

The last bus wasn’t empty. Nan Xu squeezed on but couldn’t find a handrail.

Before she could catch her breath, the bus jolted forward. She lost her balance and started to fall backward.

Panic surged in her chest—but suddenly, someone grabbed her backpack strap. The moment she was caught, she felt a wave of relief.

Turning around to thank the kind person, she found… Xie Hejing, the one who had left earlier. He frowned.

“Are you stupid? Handrails aren’t just for looking at.”

Nan Xu noticed the rare flicker of irritation between his brows. She paused, then squeezed closer to stand beside him, reaching out to share the same handrail.

The bus drove on as usual, the chatter of passengers rising and falling, but Nan Xu whispered softly, “It’s so crowded… don’t be so harsh!”

…He was harsh just now?

Xie Hejing’s eyelashes twitched slightly.

When they reached their stop, Nan Xu lagged far behind him, taking tiny steps, careful not to bring bad luck to this person.

Zhang Huiwan was sitting at the dining table. When the door opened and she saw Xie Hejing, she coughed twice and then sat back down.

The door opened a second time—finally, Nan Xu returned. Zhang Huiwan immediately stood and took her backpack.

“So, how was it? Getting used to things? If there’s anything uncomfortable, you must tell Auntie.”

Nan Xu immediately smiled and said, “I’m used to it already, and the atmosphere is really nice, but the food in the cafeteria just isn’t as good as what Auntie makes.”

Hearing this compliment, Zhang Huiwan couldn’t hide the smile on her face.

“Then how about this—Auntie can bring you lunch at noon?”

As soon as Xie Hejing heard this, he lifted his cold gaze.

Impressive, his mom was even going to bring her food now.

Nan Xu quickly waved her hands to refuse. She didn’t want to trouble anyone.

Zhang Huiwan insisted for a while, and Nan Xu kept trying to persuade her otherwise. Finally, they ended the discussion by citing Nan Xu’s short half-hour lunch break as the reason it might not be feasible.

Zhang Huiwan listened and still felt a little regretful.

At the dining table, while adding more food to Nan Xu’s plate, Zhang Huiwan said shyly, “Jiaojiao, I’m going on a business trip to Chengyu for three or four days this week. If there’s anything you want to eat or do, just tell Xie Hejing. And if there’s anything you like from Chengyu, just tell me—I’ll bring it back for you.”

Nan Xu quietly glanced up. Xie Hejing showed no particular expression, continuing to serve himself and eat as if he didn’t mind.

“I understand, thank you, Auntie. Please be careful and get some rest after your work. We’ll wait for you at home.”

Nan Xu’s voice was sweet and clear. Zhang Huiwan felt her heart soften and hurriedly replied, but when she looked at Xie Hejing, she immediately regained her composure.

Xie Hejing set down his bowl and chopsticks. “Got it. Be careful on the trip.”

“I’m done eating, you eat slowly.”

Indeed, he was used to his mother and Xie Hengzhi’s business trips. Even having the three of them stay together as a family for a full month was rare.

The next day after school, Zhang Huiwan had already left on her trip with her luggage.

At home, only Nan Xu and Xie Hejing were left.

“Can you cook?” Xie Hejing asked, sitting on the sofa and scrolling through his phone.

Nan Xu nodded slightly, then shook her head.

Xie Hejing narrowed his eyes. “Can or can’t?”

“I can,” Nan Xu paused for a second, then added, “but it’s terrible—really, really bad.”

Previously, Wen Qiu had taught Nan Xu to cook, step by step. Even though she followed the instructions exactly, her dishes always came out terrible. At best, they were just bland; at worst, inedible.

To avoid wasting food, Nan Xu had long since avoided the kitchen.

Hearing this, Xie Hejing stood, walked over, slipped his phone into his pocket, and looked down at her.

“How bad are we talking?”

Nan Xu pursed her lips. “I once ate my own cooking and got food poisoning.”

“…”

Xie Hejing walked past her and opened the kitchen door. “Go wait over there.”

Xie Hejing had inherited Zhang Huiwan’s cooking skills. Having spent most of his life at home, he was used to cooking for himself and was very proficient.

Nan Xu sat in the living room for a while, feeling a little guilty, and then got up to stand at the kitchen doorway.

“Is there anything I can help with?” she asked.

Xie Hejing heard this, turned to her, and said, “I don’t plan on poisoning myself anytime soon.”

Nan Xu: “…”

There were times when she did it pretty well—at least it was edible, not the kind that would send someone to the hospital.

Glancing into the kitchen again, she saw Xie Hejing standing sideways, head down, expertly cutting meat and stir-frying. Nan Xu abandoned the idea of helping, not wanting him to complain again.

When the dishes were served, they looked and smelled amazing. Nan Xu took a deep breath of the aroma and grabbed her phone to take pictures.

“What are you taking pictures of?” Xie Hejing asked.

“The food,” Nan Xu said as she sat down, looking satisfied with the photo in her hand. “I need to send this to Auntie. She specifically told me the night before last that we have to tell her what we eat at home every day. We can’t eat snacks or anything unhealthy.”

Hearing this, Xie Hejing almost laughed. He wondered when his mother would ever have that much patience, and couldn’t understand what could possibly make this girl so likable.

She was just an ordinary, well-behaved girl who could poison herself even with her own cooking.

He got up, grabbed a bag of chips nearby, tore it open, and popped one into his mouth. “Does this count as unhealthy? Should I take a photo for her too?”

Nan Xu froze for a moment, then earnestly scolded him, “We eat meals first. No snacks before food.”

Xie Hejing popped another chip into his mouth.

Nan Xu froze, but she put her phone down. She was a little angry, but considering how many dishes he had made, she said, “Then I’ll cover for you this time.”

The words had just left her mouth when Xie Hejing sneered and ate another chip.

This trick only works on her.

This time, Nan Xu stared at the chip in his hand for a few seconds, then picked up her phone and opened WeChat. She seemed to be sending a message to Zhang Huiwan.

Xie Hejing raised an eyebrow. “Sent it?”

Nan Xu nodded. “But I only sent pictures of the meals, not you eating this.”

“Why not?” he asked.

Nan Xu paused her typing, looked at him, and smiled. “Because I plan to cover for you one more time!”

Her face lit up with a bright, sunny smile that hit him straight in the chest. He froze for a moment before frowning. “Not necessary.”

The chips crunched loudly in his mouth, as if the sound alone could fill the moment he had been caught off guard.

Nan Xu looked at him, about to argue again, but Xie Hejing just glanced at her.

Unexpectedly, Nan Xu got up and stood in front of him, speaking in a negotiating tone: “Since I’ve covered for you twice already, can you at least let me have a little?”

Xie Hejing said, “Didn’t you say you weren’t supposed to eat snacks first? Aren’t you afraid my mom will find out?”

That was as well-behaved as it got.

Nan Xu blinked, her wet eyes looking up at him. “Then don’t tell Auntie either, okay?”

Xie Hejing took a deep breath, reached up, and tossed the rest of the chips straight into the trash, tilting his head slightly toward her.

“Dinner.”

Nan Xu: “….”

Completely unreasonable!

At the dinner table, Xie Hejing answered a phone call. The person on the other end said something, and he responded, “Okay,” then replied, “I’ll be right there.” He stood up, and just before leaving the table, he said, “Eat. I’m not interested in covering for you.”

After grabbing something from his room upstairs, he went downstairs. Seeing Nan Xu still eating, he put on his coat and headed for the door.

“Brother, where are you going?”

Xie Hejing walked straight out, leaving only the “slam” of the door as an answer.

Nan Xu was a bit distracted.

Her thoughts drifted again to that bracelet.

The door had been closed—

After waiting a while, she set down her bowl and chopsticks and went upstairs.

It had been rainy in Zhi’an these past few days, and by the time Xie Hejing reached halfway, it had started raining again. By the time he got to his friend’s shop, his clothes already showed signs of being soaked.

His friend Qin Yizhou saw him and teased, “Whoa, rushing to see me already? I just got back. I’m not going anywhere. Did you really need to get wet like this? I don’t even have an umbrella.”

“Cut the crap,” Xie Hejing said, handing him a box. “Fix this for me.”

Qin Yizhou took out the contents of the box and inspected them. “Oh, this is something the little girl likes, right? Nice taste—you picked well. Looks pretty good, and the material’s decent. But it seems to have cracked at least twice before. Fixing it will take some time. Are you in a hurry to give it to her?”

Xie Hejing snorted. “Give it to her? Me?”

Qin Yizhou smiled shamelessly. “Perfect, then. I like the beads on it. I’ll just take them off and put them on my necklace.”

Xie Hejing shot him a cold look. “Fix it properly. Not a single bead missing. Call me when it’s done.”

“Just kidding,” Qin Yizhou waved his hand. “Got it. I’ll do it as fast as possible, won’t hold up your grand gesture.”

“I’m not planning to give it away.”

Qin Yizhou blinked. “If you’re not giving it, what’s the point of keeping it? Clearly, it’s not for you!”

Xie Hejing didn’t bother to explain.

Meanwhile, Nan Xu stood hesitating between her room and Xie Hejing’s door for a long time.

On one hand, she knew she shouldn’t directly ask Xie Hejing where the bracelet was. But it was a birthday gift from her father, and until she found it, Nan Xu couldn’t feel at ease.

On the other hand, the room was Xie Hejing’s private space, and it would be wrong for her to go in without permission.

She stood there for a full three minutes before finally placing her hand on the doorknob of Xie Hejing’s room.

After hesitating for a while, she let go. But the thought of the bracelet made her lift her hand again, and slowly, her fingers pressed down on the handle.

Suddenly, laughter sounded from behind her, making her flinch. She hurriedly pulled her hand back and turned around.

Xie Hejing was standing not far away, and she had no idea how long he had been watching.

“You want to go in?”

Nan Xu jumped, caught off guard, and felt a pang of guilt. Forcing a nervous laugh, she said, “Brother, does your room need cleaning? I can help you with it.”

Xie Hejing’s thin lips curled slightly, his tone icy as he cut straight to the point: “I told you before, you are not allowed to enter my room again. Don’t you understand?”

Water dripped from his hair onto his shoulders as he took a deep breath.

“Move.”


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Lower Your Voice – Chapter 5


Chapter 5 — Auntie, could you praise me too?


Xie Hejing got out of the car first.

Nan Xu straightened her clothes and looked out the window. At the gate of Zhi’an No. 1 High School, the blue school emblem hung above the entrance, with a few security guards and teachers standing below.

Today marked the first day of the new term for the senior year. A number of parents had also gathered at the gate. Nan Xu couldn’t help feeling wistful—if her parents were still here, they would surely be fussing over her just like these parents were.

But then she told herself to bounce back from the thought—things would get better.

It had rained heavily the night before. Fallen leaves littered the road, but the air was especially fresh.

Nan Xu let out a long breath, her body and mind easing. After thanking the driver, she stepped through the school gates to look for Class 37.

Xie Hejing walked quickly and was familiar with the layout of the school, so he arrived at the classroom well before her.

The homeroom teacher, Qi Zhixin, hadn’t shown up yet, and the room was in chaos. Some students were bragging loudly about their vacation, while others were frantically finishing their homework, grumbling as they wrote.

Xiang Weishi, the number-one celebrity chaser and the slowest when it came to homework, was currently hunched over, copying from someone’s workbook.

The moment Xie Hejing sat down, Xiang Weishi complained miserably: “I thought Old Qi wasn’t going to check these homeworks, but just now the class monitor said he’s going to check them one by one to see if we actually reviewed over the break!”

“Tell me, is that even fair?” Xiang Weishi shoved his homework toward Xie Hejing. “Did you finish yours? If not, we can copy together.”

“No need.” Xie Hejing dropped his bag on the desk and instinctively glanced toward the door.

From the back, Wen Qi called out: “Yeah, right—like Xie Hejing would ever have unfinished homework!”

This was the guy who, after gaming with them until late at night, would still go home and finish two more practice sets. Wen Qi found it incomprehensible, while Xiang Weishi thought Xie Hejing had gone completely crazy with studying.

But when it came to games, Xiang Weishi had never once beaten him. In schoolwork he couldn’t catch up, and in games he couldn’t win either.

Xiang Weishi sighed. “True. Ugh, guess I’ll just keep copying.”

Two seconds later—

“Wen Qi! Couldn’t you at least write properly? What kind of handwriting is this? I can’t even read it!”

With so much homework to copy, Xiang Weishi’s hand was about to cramp up.

Wen Qi shot back without missing a beat: “Seriously? Beggars can’t be choosers. Take it or leave it. My writing’s way better than your chicken scratch. Calling it scribbles is practically a compliment.”

She reached over to snatch her homework back, but Xiang Weishi quickly smoothed things over with apologies, grins, and a promise of snacks before managing to keep the workbook in hand.

“Hey, why’s the seat next to you empty?” Xiang Weishi asked as he copied, glancing at the desk beside Wen Qi.

Normally, Wen Qi sat alone, using the spare desk to stack her books. But today all the books were gone.

“Old Qi just told the class monitor to tell me—someone new’s transferring in today and will sit beside me.” Wen Qi blew on her nails casually.

“Damn, it’s gotta be a beauty!” Xiang Weishi exclaimed.

Xie Hejing lifted his eyes but saw no one entering.

“How do you know that?” he asked.

Xiang Weishi chuckled. “I guessed.”

“….”

A few seconds later, the classroom suddenly fell silent.

Xie Hejing turned around to see their homeroom teacher, Qi Zhixin, standing at the door with Nan Xu behind him.

Startled, Xiang Weishi stuffed his workbook into his desk and immediately tried to look innocent, his eyes darting around as if nothing had happened.

The moment Xiang Weishi saw Nan Xu, he got a little excited and whispered to Xie Hejing, “See that? My words really came true today—she’s actually a beauty. Ah, shame she didn’t sit next to me!”

Xie Hejing shot him a sharp look. “Shut up. You’re noisy.”

Time was tight in senior year, so Nan Xu kept her self-introduction short. After that, Qi Zhixin went up and gave the usual speech everyone had heard before.

From the moment she walked into the classroom, Nan Xu hadn’t noticed Xie Hejing. Only when she walked to her seat did she realize he was sitting right in front of her.

Of course, Xie Hejing didn’t look at her. As she passed by, Nan Xu unconsciously paused for a moment, remembering what had happened in the car. She quickly pulled her gaze back and walked naturally to her seat behind him.

Her desk was toward the back of the classroom. After sitting down, she glanced around and realized a few faces looked familiar—some of them were the people who had helped her at the bar that night. Xiang Weishi and Wen Qi, especially, had left a strong impression.

As she stacked her books one by one on the desk, Wen Qi leaned over and whispered, “Hey, I heard during your self-intro your name’s Nan Xu, right? You transferred from Zhi’an No. 3 High School? I’m Wen Qi. I’ve got a friend there—do you know Wei Qingxuan?”

Wei Qingxuan. Back at Zhi’an No. 3 High School, Nan Xu often saw his name on the honor roll.

“I do. He always ranked first.”

“Hah, no wonder—he’s got good grades.”

That little exchange was enough to break the ice. Wen Qi’s cheerful and open personality kept the conversation going for a while. By the time they finished chatting, Qi Zhixin’s long-winded talk had ended, and he started checking homework.

Wen Qi hurried to grab her homework back, and when Qi Zhixin looked it over, he even praised her.

But when it came to Xiang Weishi, Qi Zhixin nearly lost what little hair he had left.

“Xiang Weishi, what is this? You didn’t do a single test paper, and in the workbook you only filled in a few pages. What now, waiting for me to do it for you? Want me to take the college entrance exam in your place too?”

Xiang Weishi prided himself on being flexible—able to admit when he was wrong—so he immediately apologized and promised he’d definitely finish next time. He even swore he’d improve by thirty places in the monthly exam.

Even so, Qi Zhixin added another condition: Xiang Weishi had to clean the classroom for two weeks. If he failed to keep his promises, his parents would be called in. Xiang Weishi instantly deflated.

After checking only a few more, Qi Zhixin decided it was wasting too much time and gave up. He went back to the podium and said, “You’re in your senior year now—I don’t need to tell you how critical this period is. You can judge that for yourselves. Now, pass up the essays I assigned before. Work on the workbook in the meantime—I’ll go over it next class.”

The essays were passed forward from the back. Nan Xu held them in her hand and was just about to pass them on when she noticed Xie Hejing was bent over, sorting through his things. She had no choice but to wait.

Wen Qi glanced at her, then called out directly, “Xie Hejing.”

He looked up, and Wen Qi gestured toward the essay in Nan Xu’s hand. Xie Hejing nodded slightly, expressionless, and took it from her to pass forward.

Wen Qi kindly introduced, “That funny-looking one is Xiang Weishi, and the other one’s Xie Hejing. What do you think—handsome, right?”

Xiang Weishi was still slumping in his seat, but Xie Hejing, hearing the voice from behind, stopped what he was doing.

“Mm. Handsome.”

Nan Xu nodded earnestly. When they were little and she was following Xie Hejing around, she remembered the compliments he received even more clearly than he did. That was because little Nan Xu also loved to be praised, and she noticed when some of the aunties would only compliment Xie Hejing, completely ignoring her as she tagged along behind him.

Little Nan Xu would often patter forward, her soft fair hand tugging at an auntie’s and asking sweetly, “Auntie, could you praise me too?”

“Handsome, sure,” Wen Qi muttered, “but way too arrogant—and mean, too.”

Even though they’d lowered their voices, the desks were close together. Xie Hejing’s hand froze on the book he was arranging, and he glanced back.

No one knew exactly who he was looking at, but both girls instantly stopped talking and busied themselves with their own things. That single glance worked better than the homeroom teacher’s.

The workbook had already been placed on Nan Xu’s desk by the class monitor earlier, so she skimmed it, recognized a few familiar problems, and quickly got to work.

She could follow the lessons well enough, but when the lunch bell rang, Nan Xu hit a snag. Back at No. 3 High School, her mother used to drive her home for lunch. She wasn’t sure if No. 1 High School students ate in the cafeteria or if they were allowed out.

Seeing her still sitting there, Wen Qi asked why. Then, with a look of indignation, explained, “We used to be able to go out. But last semester the school changed the rule—now we can only eat in the cafeteria.”

Thinking of cafeteria food, Wen Qi pulled a face, as if her mouth had gone bland all over. “Come on, let’s go together?”

But going with Wen Qi meant also going with Xie Hejing and Xiang Weishi. Nan Xu instinctively glanced at Xie Hejing, her eyes carrying the question.

She wasn’t sure if he’d want her tagging along.

Without looking at her, Xie Hejing simply gestured to the group. “Let’s eat.”

Nan Xu’s lips curved ever so slightly, and she followed.

The cafeteria was already crowded. Nan Xu stood in place, torn over what to choose. Wen Qi, watching, grew anxious. Seniors were allowed to leave class ten minutes early to beat the rush, but if Nan Xu hesitated much longer, the first- and second-years would be pouring in, and they’d be stuck in long lines.

After asking about Nan Xu’s tastes, Wen Qi recommended a small stir-fry counter.

Wen Qi got her meal first. “Nan Xu, I’ll go grab us a table.”

“Okay.”

But when Nan Xu finished choosing, she realized she’d forgotten to top up her meal card. With classmates waiting behind her, she turned—and spotted Xie Hejing in another line. She hurried over.

“Bro—”

He shot her a look.

Nan Xu instantly corrected herself. “Ahem… Classmate Xie, could you swipe your card for me? I forgot to recharge mine.”

It was her first time addressing him like that, and it felt strange on her tongue.

Balancing her tray, she walked with him to where Wen Qi and Xiang Weishi were sitting, only to find the two of them completely distracted from eating.

Xiang Weishi was showing Wen Qi something on his phone, rattling on nonstop. Wen Qi looked half-convinced, half-doubtful. “Seriously? You’re not messing with me?”

When Xie Hejing came closer, Xiang Weishi spun the phone around and shoved it toward him.

“Xie Hejing, look at this video—isn’t this the girl we helped at the bar that night?”

Bar. That night. The girl they’d helped!

The food Nan Xu was holding slipped right off her chopsticks.

Nan Xu was almost certain Xiang Weishi was talking about her, but she had no idea what exactly he was showing Xie Hejing.

“What video? Can I take a look?” Nan Xu asked with a bright smile, feigning curiosity.

“Of course.” Xiang Weishi held the phone screen up to her.

Her heart clenched at once. Cheng Jia’s band had a social media account, where they sometimes posted practice clips. Nan Xu had joined a few sessions, so she appeared in some of the videos.

But she had always been “fully armed”—disguised and tucked away in a corner. The clip wasn’t even that popular. She couldn’t imagine how Xiang Weishi had stumbled across it.

Completely oblivious to her unease, Xiang Weishi tapped right on the tiny figure of her in the video. “See? This is my new goddess.”

Nan Xu’s chopsticks slipped again, the food tumbling down. She could hardly believe her ears. “Your… goddess?”

Xiang Weishi nodded matter-of-factly.

Nan Xu: “??”

Wen Qi leaned over for another look, baffled. “Xiang Weishi, are you insane? You’ve never even seen her face, and you’re calling her your goddess?”

Xiang Weishi had a look on his face that said, “You guys just don’t get it.” He said, “You know I’m into bands. My old favorite’s lead singer got exposed recently, so I swore off idolizing anyone. But then I stumbled on this band.”

“At first, I was going to swipe past too, but then I saw this guitarist. Can’t really blame me — the more completely she covered herself up, the more recognizable she became. If she had shown her face, maybe I’d have just taken a look and moved on, but dressed like this, I remembered her right away.”

He tapped open a few more clips that also had Nan Xu in them—each one barely liked by anyone else—but he watched with great interest. “Look at that move, so cool. In my mind, she’s already got this image—mysterious, aloof, the ultimate cool girl. And after watching a few more, I realized…”

Wen Qi rolled her eyes. “What now? Why are you making such a fuss?”

Nan Xu’s stomach tightened.

Did he recognize me?

“Realized what?” Wen Qi asked.

Xiang Weishi declared with conviction, “She’s definitely not the type to fall from grace.”

Nan Xu: “…”

Wen Qi huffed. “So you’re saying the girl we ran into at the bar that night was her? Doesn’t even look like her. Maybe she just likes dressing that way—how can you be sure it’s the same person?”

Xiang Weishi tilted his chin up. “I just know. What do you think, Xie Hejing?”

Nan Xu’s hand clenched tight. She followed his gaze to Xie Hejing, holding her breath.

For a moment, all three pairs of eyes were on him.

Xie Hejing studied the video in his hand, then lifted his gaze. By chance, it met Nan Xu’s.

His lashes flickered.

“Don’t remember.”

Xiang Weishi: “…”

Nan Xu let out a long breath of relief, then carefully added, “This guitarist doesn’t really seem all that special anyway.”

Xiang Weishi shook his head. “You guys just don’t get it. Anyway, I go by gut feeling.”

Nan Xu pressed her lips together. The food in her mouth suddenly tasted bland. If Xiang Weishi really recognized her, she felt her peaceful life would be over.

“Hey, Xie Hejing, didn’t you pick up a bracelet outside the bar last time?” Xiang Weishi asked.

At the mention of it, Nan Xu instantly perked up. She’d already looked for it around the house this morning but couldn’t find a trace of it. Even during class, her mind kept drifting off, wondering where that bracelet could’ve gone.

“Yes,” Xie Hejing replied swiftly.

“Give it to me!” Xiang Weishi leaned forward, excited. He knew the band was set to perform at a music festival in three months. “When I finally meet my goddess in person, I’ll give it back to her.”

“I forgot where I left it when I changed clothes.”

A beat of silence.

“Argh!” Xiang Weishi jabbed at the food in his bowl in frustration, letting out a small outburst. “My chance to get close to her—gone, just like that.”

“Your memory, seriously. I’m speechless.”

Nan Xu, however, was quite relieved. At least now she knew the bracelet was still somewhere in the villa. She’d make sure to search carefully when she got back.

The only problem was—

The most likely place it could be was Xie Hejing’s room.